computer idiot

huff....man....
this is the worst but the best day ever in my life...
first of all, im in a deep shit when i was trying to install the
microsoft office prog in my dad's laptop because well like the heading,
im a computer idiot and thus after asking from some help from my friends
i was able to be on task...but again, damn it
it was not an easy task to be done...
though after researching and researching and re reading what the hell are they all
asking me to do, i was able to get some info...and knows the steps...
but again i dont know exactly if the whole process is good...
and damn...i have to scarifice my story that i created after a tough night of thinking...
by deleting it away because its of no use and cant be read anymore...
the whole word was in chaos...
haiz....my Steven is gone...

but never fine at least i know how to configure a lap top though not a pro...
hahaha
and somehow i dont know what the hell is the lap top doing, its damn written that it is a microsoft word 2007 but when downloaded, it is the old version....haiz...
but okay lah at least can type...and can be copy paste...
just that the screen and the pages is not as nice..haha
ok never mind...old school ya...
hahaha

but really man, it is not easy to be a computer genius...
and i really amazed by those people whose brain is like a chip and they can memorise those programming thingy...
its like a damn strange mantra to me can...haha
but ok lah, people of the world who are doing programming
good job to u and ur brain man for being a computer expert...

lol its really not easy to be a computer idiot...
when u are living in an electronic generation...
=(

but actually i was wondering can they just install the whole thing for us when we just brought our lap top? haha
then it will be easier for people like me...
haha

in a few more hours

gee...using the old lappie again...

a nice big screen...lol

but too bad, it was somewhat old and maybe not so high tech...

but so what...the keyboard is nice...lol

just did my nails, after some hardtimes of correcting and applying that

colour liquid on my fingers...lol

currently, waiting for the hours to pass by...

man...i cant sleep a peaceful sleep

not when troubles are luring in my brain like a mantra...

i woke up today to the sound of that deadly alarm clock...

didnt know why i bought it last time...

lol tho, it played a good role when waking me up in the morning...for school

but its just a nightmare when it rang in the holidays...(becos my sis need to wake upo for work)

so sentive to the sound of alarm, i woke up and found myself unable to sleep a wink again after that

currently listening to Vanessa Mae's beautiful violin melody as she played Butterfly love soundtrack

the most wonderful song i ever heard in all the history of my life...

especially for the chinese folk story of two unfated lovers...

something like romeo and juliet but chinese version...

ouhhh i love it so so much...

i still cry everytime i watch it again and again...

the best chinese movie i ever watched as a child too...

yeah so very hungry now...

because i have not eaten anything for the past few hours

since i woken up..haha

and being a monster who is capable of eating a foot long of Subway Sandwich,

the hunger is really unbearable...

huff...but i dont know why, i feel like writing blog...lol lol

been sometime since i last listened to classic

it feels so great as i listen to the different instrument again...

the rhapsody...

and you know what....

damn it, Pharell is coming to town...so is Cats and Disney Princess on Ice...

haiz...so many concerts on the run

and so little money i have....

haiz...why do they come up all at once when i'm broke...

lol lol

but i do want to see Pharell...

hehe cant wait for the big party that going to take place in Indo

as well as the Java Jazz festival that i will be attending...

haha will be meeting up with Jason Mraz....

well not a big fan...

but not bad lol...

i want to see Afghan for sure...but seems like the timing is not so right...=(

but anyway, gtg it's 11:03 a.m. now...

and i'm hungry as a lion

and sleepy as an owl...

but got to bear with it...soon i will be on my way to Indonesia...

hehe time to get to the airport soon...

Pray that time and weather will be nice for us and the plane to bear...

alright, gtg

time's running out...

take care

have fun

and God bless...

love always,

Me =)

everything is ready...
everything is fine...
time to wait for the day and feel the fun
just hope they gonna enjoy it...
really enjoy it...
anyway, gotta go...

sleep well, goodnight...

Warning!
dont u disturb me in the morning..lol lol

Africa scent

breathe in and out...

the smell of Africa Spa just makes the whole mood melts to peacefulness =)

yeah sitting in the quiet empty room

just want to say goodbye to my laptop

because i wont be bringing it with me on my way back home to Indonesia.

but never mind, at least i have my pen and papers thats all i need

because thats the tools that will help me to write out all the insperation i have in mind

currently not in the mood for romance, i wanted to write something deeper than just love alone.

rather things that sometimes we tend to forget.

i dont know what it is, currently there has not been any insperation coming into my mind...

haha even though the story about life was kinda a good writting i might say..hehe

had been thinking a lot, but really didnt know what to write about..haha

in the mood to listen to chinese songs i dont know why, maybe because i was in love with Khalil Fong's voice haha...and surprisingly. i'm in the mood to read chinese books too...haha though to buy it, i'm kinda lazy...lol but i managed to find some good writers for Chinese stories...lol lol

just that so far, have not beem reading it till the end despite its intriguing story haha

ohh btw, i went to Nike store today, and wow man, honestly i missed going into that store haha last time i used to buy a lot of stuffs at Nike. especially the shoes and the bag. now that i was no longer in secondary school, haiz, dont really need to carry such a big bag around...tho ya laptop is heavy...=(

but maybe i have to go to gym haha thus i will be able to buy both the water bottle and the bag that was like calling me to buy them just now...especially the water bottle man...i dont know why, i love water bottle...nice water bottle, not those aqua or ice mountain water bottle, but as water bottle water bottle..haha those you still want to bring aroud thoits damn heavy and may make ur neck ached...haha and i dont know why but i really like water bottle...haha maybe because i drink a lot so it reminds me of water...and that makes me thirsty, and thus, it makes me want to have them so that i can drink it from there...haha just to have a taste of drinking from a bottle..haha

Nike bottle...

and why gym, haha becauseif i go to gym, i can buy Nike sport bag, and use it when i go to gym haha

action action donk...

but anyway, haha time to get fat once again, with all the Indo delicacies that definitely going to make me tempted with all the bakso, soto, tahu telor, bakmi A liong, bakmi gajah mada, sate padang...wahhh laper deh...hahaaha

anyway, its been sometime since i last posted a long blog about myself, haha so now i want to post a long one and im happy i did it..lol lol

had been going in and out of the bookstore these days lol lol and glad to know that great authors had released great books. lol lol so time to get busy with reading and entering the other's world.

was struck by books written by Max Lucado as well, hehe, had been hearing the name from my dear mama, but had not really find out abt it myself, but today, when i went to Trumpet Praise, i saw all his books and i feel like reading some of it, one of which was the best selling book entitled 'Travelling Light' and 'Casts of Characters' wow...cool eh, want to buy want to grab...but its so exsy...my gowd...

but never mind, time to check on other place where i can review first before buying...hehe =)

okay, gtg time's running out...

sweet things

this are the sweet and weird things that i saw in the past few weeks.

i dont know why, though im not interested with achitectural things, but i do love unfinish buildings to be captured inside my camera...and what makes me to love it most is the crane that help man to load and unload the heavy load.. =) i find that so cute and tall like giraffe with its front slighly crooked like a standing giraffe...haha haha abstract.

see from afar, these two cranes look like a cute giraffe couple... ya of course it looks like crane too and thats how it got its name...haha

thanks to the nice clouds that added to the effect of beauty....

a closer look at it.

next is this cute sleeping doggy i saw and captured when i was in IKEA, where i met up with old mate, Haikal too...hehe its been a long time since we met, so happy to be able to see someone i know in such a big place.

yeah so back to the doggy again, haha yeah so basically, this pic caught my attention and it made me smile.

another thing that made me smile is these adorable little 'angels' ....you'll know why

yeah, so these pictures of babies i took during my trip at IKEA and HMV. haha bet u know which is which, so i dont think i need to explain that. but anyway, i really like the dancing boy in red with big ear phone on his head. This little sweetheart was dancing happily to the music he was listening and he seems so much enjoying himself though he may not know what the song is all about either. but whatever the reason is, the boy's happy movement really made me feel like keeping the best moment of a child. ( and i m sorry if i was invading someone's privacy though, but the little boy was just so irresistable )

the poster boy i took it because i like his innocent cheeky face as he stuck out his tongue with a plaster stick on the side of his forehead...haha so hip eh boy =)

a little past my bed time

so as mention as the heading...
its a little past my bed time...and yeah, what am i doing here?
writting something that may not be useful, and perhaps not gonna be read by anyone but myself too haha but anyway, since i starts it, i end it...lol

okay, never mind, i know cold jokes, lame jokes, since its already late at night, my brain is not functioning properly haha

anyway, had just been reading the bible and had just been once again reminded about being faithful...well, i do hope that i can stay faithful till the end of time...

and today, at last i finishes my second book...haha entitled To Live written by a Chinese Man named Yu Hua, he is a talented man...and the way he write is so nice and real that i found myself engrossed in the life of the character living in the book. it was such a great story about life, poverty, love, fate etc. a mixture of everything..hehe and ya, if you want to know, haha go ahead and look for the book yourself and read it till the end. No PEEPING TO THE END...

and currently, starting on a new book called 'Neverwhere' haha i bought it at last =) and i am in the beggining of it, with so many suspense and mysteries i need to reveal...nice... Thriller, it never get your eyes out of the book. Nice!

anyway, gtg lazy to write...
feeling sleepy and in the mood to do other thing called sleeping...
so see ya next time people...
haha

God bless and goodbye!

' Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and being certain of what we do not see'

Hebrews 11:1

Valentine

yeah a heart shape box for you?

haha so this is how i celebrate my valentine, well not really celebrating, but just showing off a heart shape box chocolate to viewers anyway...haha

hehe bagus kan coklat nya....lol lol

belom dibuka, masih di kulkas tuh...habis bagus banget sih...sayang donk... =)

a day out

yeah.....today finally i manage to met up with my dear best friend Rahayu
lol it was such a funny trip, because at first we wanted to go to Marina Bay, which she requested eagerly, however, as she herself was not familiar with the place, nor do i we found ourselves lost in an industrial places...and stucked up in the MRT station
therefore we decided to go to PS to cuci mata haha and i managed to grab some nice earings from Minibits...haha and since there is a 20% discount, im more than happy =)
after that i met up with steven though it was just a lil moment of time, because we were going the other way, but well we did meet up nonetheless haha

Boring with Plaza Singapura, we decided to go to Bras Basah because Rahayu said she wanted to search for something there and so we went...and in there, we went to the big Popular, where i found some nice chinese story books though i dont really read chinese stories...haha and went to Bugis after having a long long talk in front of the National Library.

After that, i zoomed myself to Far East where i met up with my sis and cousie before going to DFS or Galleria, wooh man i really like that place and it is really a motivation for me to work hard...haha
before at last we all went to Lido, around 9 plus to grab a bite, or rather i was, hehe and i tot i wanted to have a megamac, but since the night was not that young anymore, i decided to choose something much smaller than that which was the chicken mcnugget lol lol ( a lot smaller ) before we had a camwhoring night at the escalator, since the other department was closed.

camwhoring with polaroid was just fun lol lol
before we camwhore at the road under the street light using handphone haha...found another good spot for picture taking exercise =D sexy !

huehehe under the lamp post !!!!

yeah posing for the cam

pretending to be a lost kid searching for taxi

while enjoying the night view in a foreign country haha

yeah so basically this is what i did today lol lol

cant wait to go for a weekend getaway which we were planning to go...

lol lol want to feel the air of something new and to feel the tasty water of the the sea haha

definitely u know where i am referring to haha

*yg pasti bukan east coast haha

sweet and sour

YEEHAAA!!!! so here i am once again presenting to u my cupcakes that i made with different decorating this time...haha and it seems that this time it was more well done than yesterday plus, the strawberry is also more engaging to the eyes...lol lol

well, today, what did i do, haha besides baking again, what i did was finishing the book i just bought a few days ago, entitled Coraline...which will be coming to the theatre soon...hehe but anyway, since i found the book and it was interesting, i decided to grab it down the shelves..=) and i really like the concept about how Coraline challenge her other mother as well as how the other mother's hand scatter around her house despite not having any body to support it...woooo wicked

the book is really really creepy for a children story and it was so gothic that i kept holding my breath in shocked...but i LOVE IT!!! ITS SCARY AND THE SCARYNESS IS WHAT IM LOOKING FOR ...=P

time to search more for Neil Gaiman's story...hehe 'Nowhere' will good =)

achievements in the holidays

hehey...presenting to you my sweet cupcakes on my sweet plates =)

so basically today what i did was, in order to make up with the late waking up, which caused my dad to go haywire...haha

i baked...and this is the result from my cookery today!

a sweet indeed very very sweet cupcakes i made today....haha (got to take note on the sugar level next time)

and to my greatest surprise, it was not so hard as i thought it would be...=9 and yeah so this is the achievement i made today.

so, this is the picture of the cupcake which had just came out of the oven =)

and this is the picture when it was being coated with the icing hehe should have bought coloured rice choco so as to make it more attractive hehe

but overall im glad with the results tho...=)

and this is the handmade cards i made and learned from my sis who is a pro in card making...haha yeah yeah so basically these are the things i did for these hols, since i was kinda bored of nothing to do...haha

and among all the cards i like the one with the flowers at the bottom of it best...lol because it was just so sweet and kinda reminds me of someone =)

yeah well, so okay, now the time is 12:09 a.m. and it means that time for me to tuck in soon, haha dont want to sleep too late aymore, cos it makes me feel so lethargic the next day...not good...

well, good night and sweet dreams people =)

Emo for a start

okay, hi everyone this is yuliana
im here today to post to you my new emotic story...
an insperation i got after listening to Jay Chou's song 世界末日which means 'the end of the world'
yeah as the song is also emotic mood
it creates an emotic insperation as i wrote this story yesterday night
however, i felt somewhat happy to be able to make a new story this year....though starting with emo is not so good an idea...haha
but anyway, this is also something that had made me able to express how i felt the day i was ditch by an ass...haha further details may be revealed in my Bendemeer story, but well, that i may not post it here, as it will be hella long...so, for saz who wanted to read about it, the other day, hehe maybe i will just pass u one of the copy...
alright, enough of the crap....enjoy...

我只求　能借一点的时间来陪　 你却连同情都不给.....
天灰灰　会不会　让我忘了你是谁

these phrases made this story...

Helpless

Rooted to the ground, I forced a smile
As I tried to cover up my heartache and the broken tears that was about to fall, as it swelled in the corner of my eyes
‘I can’t cry…I can’t cry in front of him’
I thought to myself forcing back the tears as it hanged on to the lid of my eyes that was beginning to sore
‘Then could you…be…could you be here for a little while more?’ I asked as he began to turn and leave
‘I can’t’ he said shortly, coldly without even giving the slightest care about how I feel after hearing such a heartless confession that he just announced.
‘She is waiting for me’ he said without feeling the slightest guilt
And turned around immediately
Leaving me bare and stupefied as the truth of myself being dumped mercilessly sank into the depth of my soul.

For a while, the world around me seems to spin around as my head starts to twirl and my heart start to break
For a while life seems so dark around me despite of the lights that was brightening it
For a while my body seems to contract to the extent that it got tense
Despite of the vigorous movement I felt after hearing the unexpected news
For a while my mind was filled with so much fog that I could think of nothing but numbness…
Suddenly, the tears that had been swelling in the corner of my eyes began to fall down like rain; slowly, slowly it trickled down
Filling my face with warmness as it brings me back to reality

In the corner of the road, I wondered what kind of spell that he had cast on me; to make me fall so desperately for someone who is so heartless?
Or rather merciless that he don’t even want to spare a time to stay a while
Moreover to hear me out or to spare a thought for me after what he had done
I wondered if the storm that was clouding both my head and my heart could ever erase the memories of him, his image or the love I had for him
I wondered how long till I could find that light again
I wondered if I could ever love again…
But most of all, I wondered if this is the best way out for the both of us…

Done by: Yuliana Kasman
2nd Feb 2009