Can you hear me...
if your soul was there can you hear me? as I pray for you? and we pray for you?
you have to pull it through...please pull it through...
as we pray and we pray for you to wake up...please don't give up...
Please...don't give up...

Balloons

Another year past and another life has come to life.
But nothing could have ever replace you from our heart.
Nothing could ever erase away the painful memories...the day we lost you...
Like balloons your soul flies up softly and gently...with the wind as a guide...bringing you up above the sky and into the kingdom of Heaven.
Like a balloon you fly purely and slowly...as He waited for your arrival

After some time life seems to go back normally the way it always seems to be
But deep within our heart, nothing seems to be the same as before.
It seems as though some part of us leaves with you the day we said our final goodbye...

I wonder...how I really wonder...
how long it takes till we meet again?
How long it takes to get it out of our mind?
Perhaps it never will...because you means a lot to us and nothing could ever erase the fact so easily
after what the truth had befell us...
truth so hurtful that we have to miss you...unfortunately...

However...it is really a blessing to know that you are once a part of the family...
the example of someone so pure and innocent...that it opens up my eyes to see the beauty in life...
and it is a blessing to know that we are all with you till the end of the day
as we send you for a journey to heaven.
and last but not least... to know that, and be comforted with the fact that we will all reunited once again someday...

We love and miss you everyday...

In memory of you and you only...

Love always,
Yu

Sooner and Later

Soon enough, I will be doing another touch up of my report, which suppose to be submitted next Monday. It is indeed to my surprise and somewhat annoyance to know the fact that now I am getting more than the required words. Except that I was glad that I managed to get the information I needed which became the element of surprise in this whole process of editing =) SEXY!

And later, I will going to celebrate a birthday party (gyahahahahahaha) how nice...! time to be GLAMOROUS =D thus no matter what before the clock strikes 6 I have to make sure that the whole report is in on task and ready to be submitted asap.

Therefore, now, with only 3 hours to work on, I better make my move and talk to all of u soon enough haha there will be some things I would like to gladly share with all of you my dear bloggers haha and one of which is another tribute to the people I love who unfortunately, had to go too soon....

I miss you everyone...

Alright, gotta go...
take care now bye bye then

Love,
Yuliana Kasman

Count D

For the time being, Count D is feeling my mind.
The reason is, he is mysterious and that makes me love him =)
he is weird, but there is something interesting about his weird behavior. As he wore a beautiful embroidered cheong sam and bore an androgynous face, which often made him to be mistaken as woman, it really made me LOL.

I love the way he always appeared calm and mysterious...slightly creepy but cool haha and he always manage to get rid of the noisy man,for sure with his sarcastic calm smile...hehehe I wonder how long till I can meet him again...lol lol lol it is so fun...and i love the way he loves to eat sweet and have a craze for sweet tooth...
plus the fact to know that he is not a human haha

it is really nice reading about him haha


and even more fun to see his expressions


and even more fun when I know that i can always re read and re read him
haha

do I sound psychotic? haha yeah maybe the spirit of fandom lol



anyway, how i wish D is for real lol lol and how i want to visit his pet shop and play with his pets...hehe =)
and ohh one more thing, he is a friend of the dragon God how cool is that...woooh sexy can speak with animals..I love it... =) and now, time to present to u my best friend...this way please...lol





ps: for those of you who dont know and curious about my new friend, Count D, go to Kinokuniya bookstore and get yourself a copy of Pet Shop Of Horror comic book haha i tell u it is really fun =)

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh at last I can post pictures here again....
SWEET!!!!!
there are so many beautiful things I wanted to post in this blog and of cos one of it is the picture of my new "boyfriend" haha Mr. Count D damn quirky I love him haha
but anyway, been in some busy crazy hazy days that made me lost some of my beauty sleep. =(
But of course, glad to know that eventually those sucky days were over, well at least before it gets back to me again...which is going to happen what, next week? (arghhh) Never mind...

However, the good thing though, despite of all the business, I didn't lose my faith. Though there are times when it seems that I almost, let it slip out of my fingers like grains of sand, but I hold it back just in time before I lost it completely.
And I learned some things along the way as I hang on to my faith.

1. You always believe in Hope
2. You know that you are not alone, for God is with you
3. You feel peace within
4. You know you can do all things

Thus, bringing the faith with me once again I decided that I should put it first before all things. In fact during those nights when I spent my life alone in the cold room typing away my report, I realized that i fear nothing and peacefully able to type every word without worry.
Basically do the work according to the famous phrase everybody always said "Do the Best and let God do the rest" (which is good)

Anyway, these days when I was letting myself to rest, I'm glad that I really take time to enjoy myself before I get back to serious, busy mood again. =)

Okay, got to go...have some more things to post about see ya

take care now bye bye then =)

Buzzzyyyyy FOR A DEADLINE (PP submission)


In just a few more days, I will be able to let out a sigh of relief.
In just a few more days....
Been a damn busy moment these few days
Doing the 2000 words report which is like a disaster...moreover, when the damn laptop crash after I installed an anti-virus software. which is an irony.

been sometime I blogged. Actually there are some things I would like to blog, about what happened previously. However, I dont know what is wrong with the blogger, or perhaps I had accidentally pressed on something, now I was unable to upload my pictures again...
so bored now...because I was unable to show off some pics and make my blog more colourful.

Well, anyway, so far so good.
I managed to write up until 6oo plus words till this morning.
Huff really feels the craziness of staying a wake at night. it is really unusual to do that.
Lol being a really nocturnal animal, which is against my nature haha

Sometimes, it is really creepy when I heard some noises being produced in the middle of the night. Lol
luckily I was so damn busy, and thus, eventually my ears too had become slightly too immune to the environment, so I find myself feeling no sorts of discomfort or worst at times, too deaf to listen to the environment's voices because I was concentrating myself, reading scholars website and books that are so thick and at times too boring to read. hahaha

But the most creepiest noises I heard was the time when I was studying for my UT EXAMINATION, and there it was the sound in the middle of the night, around 3A.M. It sounded like someone is walking in front of my house and was rattling the metal gate softly, producing a clacking sound of the metals. You know, at first I don't even think about it, until it got slightly louder, and the cats added to the noises, as they had a cat fight, or mating, or I dont know, anyway, the whole sound just seems uneasy to hear, thus in the end, I decided, perhaps I should just get back to my room, and get some sleep. Lol. Before my imagination ran wilder haha.

Anyway, got to go.
Time to dashhhhhhh through the report again, and get my laptop fixed so that I dont need to make use of 2 laptops at one go...it is so troublesome.... x____________________________x

Peace,
Yuliana Kasman (Moondreamer)

BUZZYYYYYYYY

In just a few more days, I will be able to let out a sigh of relief.
In just a few more days....
Been a damn busy moment these few days
Doing the 2000 words report which is like a disaster...moreover, when the damn laptop crash after I installed an anti-virus software. which is an irony.

been sometime I blogged. Actually there are some things I would like to blog, about what happened previously. However, I dont know what is wrong with the blogger, or perhaps I had accidentally pressed on something, now I was unable to upload my pictures again...
so bored now...because I was unable to show off some pics and make my blog more colourful.

Well, anyway, so far so good.
I managed to write up until 6oo plus words till this morning.
Huff really feels the craziness of staying a wake at night. it is really unusual to do that.
Lol being a really nocturnal animal, which is against my nature haha

Sometimes, it is really creepy when I heard some noises being produced in the middle of the night. Lol
luckily I was so damn busy, and thus, eventually my ears too had become slightly too immune to the environment, so I find myself feeling no sorts of discomfort or worst at times, too deaf to listen to the environment's voices because I was concentrating myself, reading scholars website and books that are so thick and at times too boring to read. hahaha

But the most creepiest noises I heard was the time when I was studying for my UT EXAMINATION, and there it was the sound in the middle of the night, around 3A.M. It sounded like someone is walking in front of my house and was rattling the metal gate softly, producing a clacking sound of the metals. You know, at first I don't even think about it, until it got slightly louder, and the cats added to the noises, as they had a cat fight, or mating, or I dont know, anyway, the whole sound just seems uneasy to hear, thus in the end, I decided, perhaps I should just get back to my room, and get some sleep. Lol. Before my imagination ran wilder haha.

Anyway, got to go.
Time to dashhhhhhh through the report again, and get my laptop fixed so that I dont need to make use of 2 laptops at one go...it is so troublesome.... x____________________________x

Peace,
Yuliana Kasman (Moondreamer)