Describe You with Songs

"But They Told Me
A Man Should Be Faithful
And Walk When Not Able
And Fight Till The End
But I'm Only Human"

It took me sometime before I was able to write this to you...
well you know what, I was listening to your song the other nights
and this words from your song "Will you be there" struck me to the core of my head that I wonder...
if only they know this and realized this earlier...especially the last 4 words that shows reality...
perhaps...

Well, whatever it is...I hope that you are feeling much much better up there...

Love you man...

Love,
me

Thank you

It was such a great news to hear that he had opened his eyes last night...
The joy was so great that nothing can compare how beautiful it feels.
The importance of survival...
the wonder of knowing that someone is alive...after such a long journey.
It was BRILLIANT!!!!

Thank You so much God for hearing all our prayers and eased the fear...
Thank you so much to know that he is at last awaken...
and thank you so much for all the nights we spent visiting and talking, reducing the ice between us...bonding us....

and thank you so much for friends who are there to care and to share...

thank you people for all your concern once again and for all the prayers you had said out that was being raised to heaven and helped in making the miracle comes true.

Thank you
Thank you
Thank you =)

peace,
Me, moondreamer

Feeling

Numb.
Confuse.
Petrified.
Speechless.

I don't know what to say...
I can't sleep right now...not when he has only 2 days...
I wondered is fear making me numb...
or does faith keep me calm?

I wonder what will happen tomorrow...
I wonder what will become tomorrow...

God...maybe I am being a self reliant bastards right now...
but could you please allow me to surrender to you?
Please keep us all at ease...
please keep us firm and strong...
Please keep him safe for us God...

We know you are there and we know you can do something about it...
but we also know You have your own timing...thus, please keep us firmly grounded to the faith that we carry deep within us.
Help us God to continue praying without fail...
Help us God to hang on to the faith and hope we have in our mind.
Help us to carry the burden we are never intended to carry, but had unfortunately load it with us and now, we are feeling so weary...
help us to pray again...
help me God to pray again and to make sure that I don't give up the slightest hope...

Please keep him safe for us God.
Now is not the time to blame any one...
Now is not the time to curse anyone even if I wish I could curse them all...but it don't matter now...
I wonder if they even felt guilty about it?
I wonder if they even felt the need to change and upgrade themselves?

I wonder...if You could really bring him out of his misery?
or rather, if he could really bring himself out of that misery?
I wonder why...why God why is life so delicate that it just breaks the moment it looses its "self control"

I know you can do it God...only You can be the one who does it.
So please bring him back and please surround him with the holy spirit and keep him safe from harm.

May you call upon the angels of the Lord to engulf his life with Your healing power

Please heal him God...please heal him...

Please...

Can you hear me...
if your soul was there can you hear me? as I pray for you? and we pray for you?
you have to pull it through...please pull it through...
as we pray and we pray for you to wake up...please don't give up...
Please...don't give up...

Balloons

Another year past and another life has come to life.
But nothing could have ever replace you from our heart.
Nothing could ever erase away the painful memories...the day we lost you...
Like balloons your soul flies up softly and gently...with the wind as a guide...bringing you up above the sky and into the kingdom of Heaven.
Like a balloon you fly purely and slowly...as He waited for your arrival

After some time life seems to go back normally the way it always seems to be
But deep within our heart, nothing seems to be the same as before.
It seems as though some part of us leaves with you the day we said our final goodbye...

I wonder...how I really wonder...
how long it takes till we meet again?
How long it takes to get it out of our mind?
Perhaps it never will...because you means a lot to us and nothing could ever erase the fact so easily
after what the truth had befell us...
truth so hurtful that we have to miss you...unfortunately...

However...it is really a blessing to know that you are once a part of the family...
the example of someone so pure and innocent...that it opens up my eyes to see the beauty in life...
and it is a blessing to know that we are all with you till the end of the day
as we send you for a journey to heaven.
and last but not least... to know that, and be comforted with the fact that we will all reunited once again someday...

We love and miss you everyday...

In memory of you and you only...

Love always,
Yu

Sooner and Later

Soon enough, I will be doing another touch up of my report, which suppose to be submitted next Monday. It is indeed to my surprise and somewhat annoyance to know the fact that now I am getting more than the required words. Except that I was glad that I managed to get the information I needed which became the element of surprise in this whole process of editing =) SEXY!

And later, I will going to celebrate a birthday party (gyahahahahahaha) how nice...! time to be GLAMOROUS =D thus no matter what before the clock strikes 6 I have to make sure that the whole report is in on task and ready to be submitted asap.

Therefore, now, with only 3 hours to work on, I better make my move and talk to all of u soon enough haha there will be some things I would like to gladly share with all of you my dear bloggers haha and one of which is another tribute to the people I love who unfortunately, had to go too soon....

I miss you everyone...

Alright, gotta go...
take care now bye bye then

Love,
Yuliana Kasman

Count D

For the time being, Count D is feeling my mind.
The reason is, he is mysterious and that makes me love him =)
he is weird, but there is something interesting about his weird behavior. As he wore a beautiful embroidered cheong sam and bore an androgynous face, which often made him to be mistaken as woman, it really made me LOL.

I love the way he always appeared calm and mysterious...slightly creepy but cool haha and he always manage to get rid of the noisy man,for sure with his sarcastic calm smile...hehehe I wonder how long till I can meet him again...lol lol lol it is so fun...and i love the way he loves to eat sweet and have a craze for sweet tooth...
plus the fact to know that he is not a human haha

it is really nice reading about him haha


and even more fun to see his expressions


and even more fun when I know that i can always re read and re read him
haha

do I sound psychotic? haha yeah maybe the spirit of fandom lol



anyway, how i wish D is for real lol lol and how i want to visit his pet shop and play with his pets...hehe =)
and ohh one more thing, he is a friend of the dragon God how cool is that...woooh sexy can speak with animals..I love it... =) and now, time to present to u my best friend...this way please...lol





ps: for those of you who dont know and curious about my new friend, Count D, go to Kinokuniya bookstore and get yourself a copy of Pet Shop Of Horror comic book haha i tell u it is really fun =)