wisdom quotes

this is one of the quotes i found during class, and i really like it very much

Our ideals resemble the stars, which illuminate the night. No one will ever be able to touch them. But the men who, like the sailors on the ocean, take them for guides, will undoubtedly reach their goal.
carl schurz

okay, so this is basically the scene of what happened one month ago.

we were told to present for the module on mathematics and computing that day, and we were suppose to make a game out of the visual studio. so if u notice in the beginning that activa whispered about the quotes right, ya that code basically is the code to make the game move. so that the buttons that we created based on our code can move whatever object we were making for tat day. and it was on that presentation, when the lecturer shoot me a question about the long codes that i had long forgotten after a hard days of working ,( haha, my memory betrayed me ). so okay, thats basically what happened in the scene of the starting of the story. and that was also the reason why i was tongue tied. not only the nervousness had already hunted me the sudden qns made me totally clueless... i felt totally doomed that day. haha but thank God, i met nice team mates who helped me out of my shit and as a matter of factly they think the opposite from me. (envy their optimism hahaha)

i remembered crying under the heavy rain...(sniff*) and i was wobbling like a drunkard on my way home. That the moment i reached, i collapsed on my bed and sleep (sleeping somehow is one of my way of relieving stress or anger...haha okay i know it sounds weird but thats the way it goes...and it is already in my nature...) then that night like mentioned in the story, i apologised. and that were somehow, the replies i got from all of them. i was so touched....ohh my God... because i really tot i was screwed that day.
and ohhh if u are wondering why there's no name mention in the story right, well basically this is because i want to keep my friends privacy. haha and of course i hope that as they read they know it themselves..
Somehow, their optimism and support had made me overcome my fears and able to continue thinking positive. like them. lol


and since they had save me once, i hope i can save them too one day. =) pay back gratitude.

ps: well, basically this story too is a dedication to them. because the experieced (though its awful) had put some ideas to my mind and allows this story to be created. i hope u like it and i hope that the school magazine may want to post this in their coming issue.... haha so whoever read this please PRAY for me that the school will like it.

Thank you.....thank you ....thank you....very much...=)

God bless you all

coming up next

haha coming up next,it will be a new story once again based on my own experience, a sucky experience in fact....haha and basically just a brief sketch of what happened to my life in my new school. ya, so, hope u enjoy it and i may be posting it soon enough.