Beautiful Scent

The power of scrubbing is just bedazzling....

Not only it helps to remove dead skin and exchange it with the new one, it also provide such indulgence that allows the bathing sensation just seems so so so haven!!!

Ever since I was pronounce with the symptoms of flu that cause my whole body to get weak and my voice to become so hoarse to the point of disgusting that I don't even remember that it is mine, I have not been enjoying my bath...not only...

after I went back to the doctor again for the second time, took the medicine that God knows how much dosage it contains (well I know it too though =p), have a good night sleep, and feel so much refresh!!!! then I was able to get back my energy to enjoy the life I am living once again!!! haha and most of all my bathing sensation!!!! huahaha!!!!

Thanks to Body Shop Orange body soap and scrub as well as Kanebo's Impress facial wash which produce scrubbing beads as well, wohooo!!!! scrubbing from head to toe, make me so so so so so ALIVE!!!!!!!

HAPPY!!!!!!

bathing is just the best!!!

Neverwhere

At last I managed to read this book until the end!!!!
happy!!!!!
Been dreading to finish this book despite of the fact that it is very very interesting fantasy kind of book.
Never thought that coming to an end, made me to dread on even more!!!!
It's just seems like I don't want to end the journey so soon... LOL
wohoo!!!!
Neil Gaiman is the best man!!!!
The best children/ teenagers/ fictional writer alive!!!!
Love his creation!!!
A brand new surprises everyday...
Door, Islington, Hunter, Lamia the Velvets, Richard Mayhew, Lears, Croup and Vandemar
Even the names are fantastic and magical in their own way...
sexy!!!
I really wonder how will the Night Market look like =p
And how tall and mystical is the Marquis De Carabbas.

The best after Coraline and The Graveyard book...
LoL struggling to finish the Graveyard book though...lol lol
Loves Nobody Owen as well...and his guardian, the solitary type, Silas
Wooh!!!!
Whimsical Whimsical!!!!!

Just love it!!!!
Really really love it!!!!

Anyway, time to go...lol
got to hunt down my book before it's too late...
hehe in search for 'The Last Song' by Nicholas Sparks!!!
hehehe

And last but not least, huahaha, it was a surprise yesterday when I opened up the Christmas Present and found myself holding on to the make up Manual by Bobbi Brown!!!!
For a moment I was lost about who Bobbi Brown is until I saw the word make up manual, and I was like "kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!"
LOL
guess that's what happen when you got a SURPRISE!!!!!
hehehe

Love and Peace,
Yuliana

Horrible horrible

I feel so tired after exploding a big blow to my sis...
It is Christmas Eve...and I am not the slightest happy...
Nope, not until the whole computer thing crashed and turned my whole mood upside down!
Damn laptop!
I dont know why the hell is it always making trouble at times when I need to do something important!
And it always crash at the elevnth hour.

The last time it crashed, was a few days before my first draft submission.
In the middle of the night, with no fucking human being around to help me solve the problem.
In fact, what the hell did I get? huh? I got a whole lot of nagging...
and half of my already written words gone!

This time it crashed even worst than before, and it is just the time when I am about to leave the country and I have to have this damn thing with me for the submission due the beginning of the year...The whole thing just seemed to vanish in front of my damn face and I just got to wait and patiently wait for it to re install itself, only to find that it is back to zero again.

And with the public holiday coming up and with weekend coming, and with my flight waiting for me for the weekend get away for the next one week in Indo, again, I was left to wait...till the school reopen then I can get this damn thing fix!

Well, not to say that there's nothing left for me to smile about...at least, I was glad that I managed to get in contact with the It help desk who broke the bad news, but revive it back with a little better news when they managed to give me the password for the usename called admin. At least that precious few words managed to unlock the dead comp and allow me to at least get into it.

However, the bad thing is, I have to get back to school to the help desk asap the morning when school starts and seek some help to get back my user id and actual password. As well as maybe the rest of all the other things I have lost, and unfortunately unable to fit in the back up hard drive.

I got so pissed each time my laptop crached. I dont know why, though I dont personally admit that I love my laptop as much. But it just hurts me man...maybe is the fact that is it mine. Or maybe is the fact that it contains my hard work all these while. All the sleepless nights I spent, thinking and writing away. and it hurts. It hurt me each time I have to learn the fact that perhaps it may be gone...

Though some people my just tell me, 'c'mon man, you are the writer, you can just re-write that' but no...I cant. I dont think I can. because, the feeling is just different. The feeling of re-writing and writing for the first time is just different, because it is just not as right. It is just not as acute as the first time you write them.

The thrill and the actual process of putting your whole mind and soul into each creation word by word, it's different. and for that particular reason I'm sad. This not the first time, nor is it the second. This is the I dont know how many times...but I just wish that I dont need to feel this pain again.
I hate it. I really hate it.

Moreover, to think that I have to face this kind of shit in the middle of Christmas Eve, cursing, shouting, speaking in an angered tone. I hate it.
I really hate it!

For the past few weeks, and months, I have been in deep shit.
A real DEEP BLOODY SHIT!!!

But just as I thought I would not be able to celebrate the festive season beautifully, I was given a ray of hope that I can make it. But again, another thing came up and it spoils the whole mood.
It spoils the whole sensation of Christmas/ or what Christmas is all about.

I really hate it.

How I wish that I could smile right now...
but what is there left to make me smile?
Yeah I got back my damn lap top thing, but so what? it is not yet finish...
and so what, my whole mood has just gone down the drain...

Horrible horrible
This is the first time I found myself not preparing happily for Christmas.
Horrible!!!
I feel so TERRIBLE!

I just feel so damn terrible.

O Christmas Tree

O Christmas Tree! O Christmas Tree!
Thy leaves are so unchanging;
O Christmas Tree! O Christmas Tree!
Thy leaves are so unchanging;

Not only green when summer's here,
But also when 'tis cold and drear.
O Christmas Tree! O Ch

ristmas Tree!

Thy leaves are so unchanging!

O Christmas Tree! O Christmas Tree!
Much pleasure thou can'st give me;
O Christmas Tree! O Christmas Tree!
Much pleasure thou c

an'st give me;
How often has the Christmas tree
Afforded me the greatest glee!
O Christmas Tree! O Christmas Tree!
Much pleasure thou can'st give me.

O Christmas Tree! O Christmas Tree!
Thy candles shine so brightly!
O Christmas Tree! O Christmas Tree!
Thy candles shine so

brightly!

From base to summit, gay and bright,
There's only splendor for the sight.
O Christmas Tree! O Christmas Tree!
Thy candles shine so brightly!

O Christmas Tree! O Christmas Tree!
How richly God has decked thee!
O Christmas Tree! O Christmas Tree!
How richly God has decked thee!
Thou bidst us true and faithful be,
And trust in God unchangingly.
O Christmas Tree! O Christmas Tree!
How richly God has decked thee! !"

some facts about the song: O Christmas Tree is a traditional German Carol. The author of the lyrics are unknown as is the composer of the lyrics. The tradition of bringing a tree inside and decorating it with candy, baubles and bells was started in the nineteenth century and is immortalized in the carol O Christmas Tree lyrics.

Resources: http://www.carols.org.uk/o_christmas_tree.htm

Congrats!!! (Friends and Boundaries)

WAHHHHHHHHHHH SO HAPPY TO HEAR A GREAT NEWS FROM MY BEST FRIEND WHO SAID THAT SHE MANAGED TO GET A JOB IN A HOTEL!!!!
WOHOO!!!!!

this is the best thing to hear isn't it? when you have been damn busy for the past few weeks...and got no control over the works that kept you busy, then suddenly when you make a connection with old friend, you learned all the great updates...and that makes you smile!!!!
yihee!!!!

I've been reconnecting myself with old friends and yesterday I learned that my primary school bestties is now a cheerleader in her uni and will be having a competition soon!!! SEXY!!!!
and today when I was text messaging with my another bestties, I learned that she is currently working in a hotel!!!! too excited I forgotten to ask the respective names of their actual venues lol...but anyway, IT WAS JUST DAMN DAMN DAMN GREAT TO KNOW THAT THEY ARE ALL DOING PERFECTLY SUPERB!!!!! YEEAHHH!!!

For Rahayu especially, she had been under a lot of storm...and that had worried me many many...we are distant and thus, it is not easy for us to meet up...except through phone calls...however, due to the storm that I have myself as well...with some issue in school, among mates, works and all all, I have not been able to keep in touch with her...

In fact, for the past few weeks I have been burdened with so many things...
the burden of sadness, the burden of lost, burden of fear, and anger, and disappointment, and shame and arrogance, and ignorance, the burden of helplessness...

And in fact due to some issue in school, had caused the friendship that had been built to the test.
Honestly, I almost giving it up to the wind and the year end rain...however, just as I was about to give up, things seems to come in another way round...I don't know how...but I guess, I at last I managed to learn the lesson behind these storm...
And one of it is Loyalties....

You got that readers? LOYALTIES YO'WL!

why loyalties?
Well at this point of time, what I learned would be well, sometimes you just have to accept people the way they are...though sometimes they may be sucks...and maybe as a friend, what we should do apart from hearing them out, is to shook them up, help them grow...and most importantly, give them a chance to show that they have changed...
and of course by having this loyalties it can helps to melt out the thickened ice between us.

And when I was reading the bible the night before, I learned that it is through faith that you can maintain this acceptance and to carry out this loyalties...

Then I began to think...could it be that at times I was doing the same time my friends had done to God? and if I did, what have I done to make repentance?
then I began to think again could it be that by the moment you had closed the boundary between each other, the need for them to force them to repent and be sorry is not even important anymore...in fact what matters most is just to be friends again...and to make sure that the ring of friend is no longer be broken...
though of course I hope that through this all they too can learn something...

Anyway, for my friends above, who had told me about the cool thing that had made my day with joy and happiness, RAHAYU AND SHIRLYN, CONGRATULATIONS K GIRLS!!!! YOU ROCKS BABES!!!! and THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SHARING WITH ME SUCH A GREAT THINGS ABOUT YOU 2!!!! hopefully I will be able to share some cool stuffs to you people too yeah!!!

Hope to see you soon mamaz!!!!

see ya!!!!

Lights

Lights.

It filled up the earth the moment the Lord commanded it to appear in the earth surface on the first day of the creation. It has serves its purpose from time to time from giving convenience to the world by allowing us to see what is going on in the day, to helping us to see the path ahead of us in the night, or when the place just seems too dark for us to bear...

Lights have been everywhere...
and now with the Christmas season around the corner, the lights played an important role for everyone as not only it livened up the mood in the town, it also helped to glamorize the whole appearance of the dull city.

And surprisingly, it has never bore me to the very least...hehe
everytime I see the lights shining bright and beautiful from one end to another, it never fail to make me smile...hehe and sometimes I wonder what made this lights so special, when they are just lights...which perhaps has been every where around us...and at times we are so sick about it and take it for granted...LOL. but when I see all these wonders that the lights can do, it made me feel like a kid once again...=p lol getting crazy and all excited over lines of lights...

Lights in the trees, lights on the bow, lights in a string, lights around the building, lights and lights and lights!!!!!

THEY ARE JUST SO BEAUTIFUL!!!!! and I can't wait to take more pictures of them...
haha
anyway, I have here with me some pictures of the lights that I had captured... hope it brightened up your day as you see it =)

Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence

A very beautiful piece of song by Ryuichi Sakamoto.
I love it!!!!

The soft and gentle tune of the intro made the whole sensation of Christmas comes alive...
It made me think of those flash backs people did during Christmas season, in the morning or in the middle of the night. Be it about a good thing/ simple a reflection of how we have made it through life journey all these while.

As they think, the snow starts falling
blanketing the city...

By the way speaking of life journey, I wonder how long till I have to end it eventually.
I know it seems like a tabboo to say things like this when the new year is about to come and the forgiving season is around the corner. However, it really got me thinking, how fragile one life is...and how fast one month passes after another...
Seeing each and every one of my cousin leaving me behind one after another, I really wonder, how long will I live till I managed to see them again?

Sometimes I wonder, wouldn't it be nice to meet them as soon as possible? At least, it is much better when you have a full complete set of family up there celebrating the Christmas with u, instead of an incomplete batch, that sometimes it got you thinking, missing, the presence of these missing souls, as memories emerged, images of the past revealing itself...it's just...unbearable...

Now I think I know how Ebenezer Scrooge is feeling as he witnessed as his past life that was filled with darkness and miseries...all the images that came opening itself from Christmas past,present and future... (or maybe I don't)

However, I just wish that this season, I will get a better insight about what Christmas really is. To think that I have not been spending some time alone with God...

Anyway, I just wish that it will be a season filled with joy, despite of the fact that we will be missing some people in the house...

I wonder, will I be able to see you again?
Funny how I miss you so much...
You know, just like you people, right now I am having the shit of my life...
and I began to wonder, what would you have done if it was turned around to be you?
And I wonder, dearies, could it be that the pain you were feeling that day as much as the pain I am feeling right now?
Except that you are dealing with natural disasters, while mine is a man-made disasters...
(smile)

Anyway, have yourself a Merry little Christmas up there
with heavenly choirs and feast waiting for you...

Hope we will be able to join you for the great celebration soon...

Merry Christmas

Love Always
Yuliana
11/12/2009

好累好累哦！！！！

今天放学后到图书管跟同学们一起分享我们正在做的报告，有说有笑， 非常热闹。

然而当我要离开学校时， 发现一本， 本来觉的很有趣， 对报告有关的书---谁知道那本书根本都没像我想像的那么的有好处。 心里有点失望。

因为以为它会对报告有些好处便 把它借回家， （从学校辛辛苦苦的 背回家）却发现书根本都没那么的有用。 更何况书很重! 我一只手带电脑， 另一只手带着重重的书真的很皮卷咯。

不知为什是四么这几天每次中觉的很累， 也许是应为有很多东西要处理， 应象了我的睡眠。

（应为父母都不在家，用人又是新来的， 所以 就没办法咯， 连家务， 校务前都要处理咯。。。无话可说。。。）

辛好有戴戴每天在电视据陪我度过晚日。。。哈哈哈哈。

好拉好拉， 时间不早了， 明天还有很多东西要做呢！

走咯！！！！

明天再见！

*刘小卑加油加油加油！！！！！

chinese entry

大家 好！ 今 天 我 就 用 华 文 来 写 博客， 呵呵 像戴 阳 天。
不过呢， 我不能跟你门保正 用华 文写 会 写 多 长 虽 然 这是一 个 经步 华 文好的开始。

说 真的我已 经 很 久没 有读或 写文了。
老实 说有点想念。
可 是我这此用 华 文 写字如果 有什么错 字 的话， 请读者愿亮。
我一定 会把华文 搞好。
读者们也可一帮我改正。 不要太凶！

这几天看了一些第八播到的节目， 从企鹅爸爸到当我们同在一起， 我发现自己的华问有点经步。 这希望自己能付出多时间来讲话语。
呵呵。。。要不然日子 久了华文 就会变成乱七八糟。

被谢老师发现的话就 糟糕咯。。。 被骂！

Anyway, 圣诞节要到了！！！！ 学校假期 也来到拉呵呵呵 好兴奋！
每此想到要回印尼过新年， 与其他的家人一起庆祝， 还有这次生日会在那里做宴会， 感到非常满足。

哎！现在才发觉到用华文写博客真累。
平常用英文写因为已经习惯了， 所以就每感觉这么样。
是啦习惯就好。

好啦， 等一下我再谈

走了
再见！！！！！

A month and 12 days...
I've finally written it all down.
I'm sorry it if was not as good...
In fact, there shouldn't be a reason why it wasn't
and if it does, I better not be sorry...for I have to make a good one out of it.
It should be done almost as good...

I woke up yesterday afternoon in search of you.
I wonder what had gotten into me, for a moment I feel like having you once again.
Maybe it's the dream that reminded me of you.
Maybe is the unfinished story...and it burdened me to think of you...so that it can be finished...

How is it?
What do you think about it?

How are you doing btw?
I really wonder why the hell are we not talking all these while...
how I wish I could have that time with you again...
I really want to talk to you again little brother...
I really do...
I really do...

Till then...
I will miss you...

From the bottom of my heart,
I love you...

always,
Me

A million Little Pieces

By James Frey
is the best best best best dialogue book I ever read in my whole reading life.
Almost half of the first 3 chapters were in dialogues and as someone who had just learned the powerful effect of dialogues on viewers, I am totally amazed by how Frey conveyed his life story using dialogue throughout the whole 3 chapters... SEXY!!!

I really love this book very much...
reading it made me feel a certain shade of empathy and sympathy for the author, as I read forward to seek for the actual desire of the author.

And hemmm....curiosity kills the cat...now I am beginning to get confused of which book to buy for myself this Christmas (ahahaha) now that I have got a glimpse of what happen in 'A million little pieces' and it really GLUED ME TO THE PAGE!!!! and that is cool!!!

Haizz haizz haizzz...why do all the good things come this season...
when...I am planning to tighten my belt, they come...
temptation!!!! kyaaaaaaaa
all the CDs that are in stores now are also so cool!!!
with Archuletta, Williams, Cullum (tho not a big fan), Ronan Keating, and more and more...wahhh freak...

Is this a reward for me? after all the hard work I mean?
huahahahaha
got to save up lots of money every week...to get a copy of Nicholas Spark's 'The Last Song' (damn it! it was no where to be found at Kino yesterday!!! and it only left 3 copies at Toa Payoh, and a few more at Causeway Point Popular bookstore, and it was having a 20% off! NICE!!!) and so I got to hurry and save up my ten bucks so that I can get it before it was gone!!!

and since Kinokuniya is having a 20% off for members (Privilege only!hahahaha) maybe I could get 'a million little pieces' there! the copies are still a lot and I have browse through for the best one! hehehehe

Anyway, enough promotion!
TIME TO SAVE!
TIME TO SHOP!!!!!!!

YAY! CHRISTMAS HERE I COME!!!! =))))))


Happy as a lark
Yuliana

Brief-ing

Yesterday we had a longggggggggggggggggggggg briefing conducted by one of the lecturer...
who adorable as he seems, he is NOT!!!!
he talked so so so so so so so so much!!!!! exceeding the time limit he was suppose to talk =p
The briefing started at 415 then he talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk TALK AND TALK AND TALK AND TALK!!! in the end, it ended at 615...(when it was stated that it will end at 530. Cheat my heart! ohhh never keep in the time limit, YOU ARE IN TROUBLE!)
I have been keep checking on the time because I was afraid that the cake would melt away...
haiz....
why?
why cant u just summarised it dear faci....
no wonder u are drinking so much before the talk right... lol

Okay, before I ended up being punished by God for bitching about someone older than me in general, I better stop it...
Okay man just want to make things clear here, I don't hate anyone...neither do I feel like hating anyone...except that sometimes haha I just like to disturb people a little bit...HATRED IS NOT IN MY NATURE!!! more to playful...=p (and everybody is playful)
but I mean no harm...seriously...
Adrian is nice...though he is talkative haha (talking too much is not enough to make me pissed off with him...its his gift anyway...LOL)

Haiz...anyway, feel so bored now...sitting in the classroom...
waiting for the day to pass...its gonna be over soon...just got to wait a few more minutes....
but I just cant take it anymore...
LOL
I need my sleep!!!

and you know what, yesterday night in fact this morning, around 1a.m when I checked the school website, I saw an email from Adrian and I was like...man...this dude doesn't need a sleep didn't he? why so on? LOL then I began to wonder..but why the hell didn't he has any trace of panda eyes round his eyes? SO GOOD!!! some other people also...why are they so blessed with good skin? huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu feel so sad here... -______________________-

Anyway, got to go...
have to FOCUS!!! FOCUS!!!

*FYP= funny young people.... (hahahahaha)
why do we have to do this to graduate.....
aihhhh tough tough tough....
my hair is thinning...
what if by the moment I graduated I am bald?
How am I going to attract Brandon? LOL or Pharrell? hahahaha
anyway...if this really happen I will definitely get back to RP and find that Mr. On to give me back my intellectual property!!!! RP can claim the poster as theirs, but I still have to claim my hair!

huahahaha got to go..

love, peace and laugh always people,
Yuliana

Funny how even some happy words could sparks the mood a lot better...
Anyway, been searching for presents these days...and to think of it, the older we get, the more difficult we are to determine what sorts of presents we want or wanted to buy for others...
So, the best solution of all will be to provide them with vouchers and some cash in a little cute envelope....or of course if you are rich, a credit card!!! sexy....
Imagine yourself holding on to a golden little card that contain sparkling cash inside for a present!!!
NICE!!!

Dream on anyway...
unless someone out there is nice enough to give me that =p just kidding though...
cheesy yeah man, so sorry....
but i was just thinking wouldn't it be nice? I would love to have it someday...
hehe

But but but....the good thing is, despite of all the useless dreams and the difficulties in searching for the perfect gift for the one who loves me and I love in return this Christmas, at last, FINALLY PEOPLE, I have managed to get the one for you.

Yeah well, only for you. Meaning. one person.
for the time being. or no, maybe 3 but still yet to find how to get it.
But anyway, at least there is some ideas and progress that I can make me to move on =)
and this makes me HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!

yeah baby! the idea of presents just thrills me to the bone.
Especially, when I, myself here, had also managed to find the perfect gifts for myself...a reward after all the hard-de work. But again, still yet to wait for the perfect time.

Got to save up some cash first before I go that extent.

How I wish they were here...
my bestties...but what to do...
they are all so far far far away...
and the time is yet to come...
so just got to be patient.
but in a way it is good too...
lol since we are not meeting any time soon..huahaha there's no need for me to buy anything for them this Christmas...(LOL blame it on the distance people bweeeee!!!!)

Anyway...got to go...
gotta read up some stuff before I go to sleep.
Had been watching Together these days...well..I dont really like the story line...not yet. But I adore the actors and of course Dai Yang Tian in particular...=p and it is because of that reason I watch lol...
but anyway....good job good job...(clap clap clap)

Got to go....
feel so rubbish here for posting something that is not so educated =(

Peace,
Moondreamer