Back from Scratch

Yeah baby...
I am making myself back to where the whole english thing comes about.
From a and an (noun)
To drink, drank, drunk (tenses)

Well, not surprising... guess overtime I had lose the discipline in correcting myself whenever I make a mistakes in a sentences etc.

Now...with everyone around me emphasizing the seriousness of my grammatical errors,
guess its time to make a change.

Practice makes perfect

gotta chant to myself: grammar is cool. grammar is cool...

haha anyway, not so bad afterall, because these few days as I looked through the assessment books section, it did remind me of the secondary school time and the feel of filling in those lines and blanks :) yeah! In fact I feel damn excited hahaha

Not bad..time to do some written exercises =)

Love, Peace
Yuliana =)
gotta go

ps: just bought the book just now huahaha

feel so young again..

back to school ;)

Do some people have hearing problems?
Maybe they do...
Or maybe they dont,
but they are just being an inconsiderate idiots.

Monday

Sleepy and sloppy...
dont feel like attending the class today...
huahhhh can't wait for next week =)

The Beauty of Music

When I was in primary school, I learnt a song called 'Music Shall not Perish'.
Back then being a little foreign girl, I dont understand what is the meaning of perish. I dont even bother to look up for it in the dictionary; however, after the teacher explained what it meant, I realised that its true...although I have never thought that the meaning will be much more valuable now that I had grown so much and had listened to new songs (and occassionally returning back to old songs) along the way.

I remember back then, I was so intrigued with these phrase which said something like music alone shall live, music alone shall live, music shall not perish. and due to this, I really feel that (now with my language is much better haha) it is true that MUSIC shall live and shall not perish that easily!

Unfortunately, as the time goes by, I began to lose touch of this value of old songs as I listen to the new ones along the way. But that phrase that was once my favourite quote came back to me a few days ago when my cousin and I, despite of the silence of the night and the workload before us decided to listen to some old songs.

I realised that those old songs that we used to listen to did not only brought back old memories (mostly the good ones =p) it also brought laughter and happiness as we reminisced about the past such as those 'sadis' moment when we were still young and stupid... LOL.

The tune of the song that was used by the singers then, as well as their attire and dance movement or make up; and how we as the fans followed their footsteps dressing up and behaving like them also made our stomach giggles.

We remembered how, when we... the whole Macpherson Famliy went crazy over F4 and their meteor garden song and drama. Or how we...the whole pack of us (even the mommies) went to watch their first concert here in Singapore Indoor Stadium. (Lol) until all our fathers were freaking angry with us. That was so funny... (kalo nga salah bantal dgn gambar Jerry Yan kayanya masih ada tuh di kamar paling atas hahaha) even now when my aunt heard Jerry Yan's song Wo si zhen de zhen de hen ai ni, she still laughed out loud. I wonder what will my mom react...She used to buy his merchandise and VCDs for us LOL.

Next, the big stars that we loved were A1, Nsync,Westlife, as well as the current King of Taiwanese Pop, Jay Zhou.

I remember how we; everytime we went back to Indonesia would go to Safari Karaoke/ Happy Puppy to sing all their famous songs such as Westlife's If I let you go, or Nsync, 'This I Promise You' and the FAMOUS all girls (and maybe guys ) favourite 'EVERYTIME' by A1!

HAHA! It was hilarious. Especially when I think back how I used to go around from one CD store to another in search of Nsync's Tearing up my Heart CD. (Back then besides Westlife and A1, I love NSYNC the most! I LOVE LOVE LOVE NSYNC! I followed their dance movement, even until now I still try to follow whenever I listen to It's Gonna be Me' hehe , I bought JC's puppet doll, I bought their live vcds, their cds, their biograpy books etc. etc.)

Listening to these old songs too, beginning to make me get excited once again on how everyone will be reacting when we played it on 5th November 2010.

I hope these songs that I will be playing, from The Moffats, "I'll be There for You" till Savage Garden's 'Trully Madly Deeply' or M2M 'Don't say you Love Me' as well as Backstreet's Boys 'Everybody' (or All I have to give) is not only going to make people reminisce and laugh about the past, but also allows the music to be revived once again as it plays its role in placing itself a place in our hearts once again.

Somehow, I feel that by listening to these old songs, reminds me of meeting an old friend.
As if there's so many things that I want to hear and feel and get shared with.

So...I really can't wait right now for the day to come when I will be playing these songs loudly to everyone =)
Hopefully, before we all parted...we could have a crazy fun once again together with Macpherson home.

Finally, through this experience, I was also glad that I was allowed to experience such joy once again. The joy of listening to the music that was once dear to me and now making more sense than when I was still clueless about what they were singing about.

And then also the joy...of hearing the voices of the singers I used to love once again, as well as the feeling of how each time they released a new album we got all excited and each time we managed to buy it, we felt so very happy. (How I could grabbed hold of Nsync's CD/ Westlife's for the first time).

WOOOHHH ANYWAY, YOU ROCKZ SINGERS! YOU PEOPLE JUST ROCKS! and I guess this is what people meant about THE BEAUTY OF MUSIC =)

in the bus

Yeah baby!
With the power of broadband connection, I can record my life even
On the go, like now, when I am travelling alone in the bus, with no headpiece
On with me as I had previously landed it somewhere haha; at least with the broadband connection, I am now occupied with someting.

Anyway, been a great holiday for the past few weeks.
At least I am contented with what I brought, whom I met and what I gone through
Guess that's the best thing one can ever feel.

By the way, how are u doing out there readers?
Having urself some fun?
Lol this blog is getting more and more quiet with my blogger on crime busy with her
Own thing, I am left with no one to leave a message. And yes of course with the comment box gone with a click of a button, lol no one cn make any traces behind after reviewing my posts.

Just reviewed my other blog about food, and I'm beginning to feel a little sad for that blog to be left untouch for one year. Think I should be making some noise out there and make marhsa drool :p and get her hands all over the screen.

Speaking of hands all over...it reminds me of maroon 5.
Wohoooo!!! With brand new album on the run, I cn see myself getting broke huehehe
Especially with LP along side them too.
Guess time to save up.

Anyway, I could have not been more happier to see maroon 5 with their new album, hands all over! Wohooo though raunchy as Adam may seems, huahaha no offence; his music are really good! And I really like 'give a little more' yeah!
Been listening a lot to misery and get a bit of hype with stutter, I find myself getting more than determine to buy it! Huhuhuuuu!

Just wish that I have the cash to buy it before the hype dies down.

Anyway, gtg reaching soon.. Hoooo wat a good activity to accompany the journey :)
SWEET!

Hot Brothers!

Been sometime since I stalked them in Youtube

I miss you guys ;p

HAHAHA

Farewell

Looks like it has been another year since the last time I've written anything about you.
How are you doing up there?
I wonder how long will we have to wait till we are able to meet once again.
I dont know if you are going to recognize me then, but I believe we will definitely know what to do then.
I really want to write a beautiful piece of written works that leave no trace of tears nor sadness anymore whenever I took out the courage to write about you.
I believe this is the time for me to let go of the sadness and the resistance of holding things back...
I guess, its because, the thought of losing you stills haunts us all that we dont even wish to even bring the things up.
However, I guess, its not going to be very healthy for us to keep holding 'begrudges' and remorse after all that had happened; after all it is for the best of everyone that He takes you with Him. Moreover, I believe, a person like you is one that seems pleasing in His eyes and that's the reason why he wanted you to be with him before anyone else's, say like myself.

Through this pain however, I've realised the beauty of being a humble person.
I've realised that although it may not be easy to be everyone's favourite, and at times even have to take up a whole lot of courage to be honest, but at the end of the day, it is the heart and the sincerity that matters.
I've realised that...although it is not easy to adopt characteristics that are totally different from the crowd, at the end of the day, it is about the individuality and the willingness that makes it happen.
I guess I shouldnt say that I regret the fact of your departure anymore...at least after all that had happened in my life, maybe I have a much better strength and confidence to say it that I actually 'thank you' for the lesson you've taught me.

And personally, I felt that I think I have understand what He wants from this experience. I dont want to say for sure, for I dont want to be misunderstood...but I guess, after much interaction with our creator, I think I know what He was doing the day He sent His angels to guide you to his kingdom.

And I think I should really learn to thank Him for the understanding; or rather I was glad that I've did.

Anyway, I just want you to know that...
the day I thanked Him for the clarrification, I actually thanked Him too for giving me the chance to have such a great cousin as yourself to be part of the person I learned to know in my life.

It is indeed such a blessing to have you as part of the family.

Finally, as I've always said, "Forever you are our best and wonderful cousin."

Farewell

Love always,
Me =)

Car

Getting so used with public transport had eventually made me unaware of the importance and beauty of owning a car.

Guess some reasons could be due to the fact that the car is not belonging to me, and next i dont drive a car...so as a passenger lol so long as there are transportation that can get me there, im quite contented there...

However, today, when...after a chaotic moment with stupid alarm clock which left me jerking out of the bed like a mad dog, then I realized the beauty of a car.

That DANG Car outside my house.

of course, then was when I realized that with car, it can really help me to travel as fast and as convenient than waiting for the bus and the train that at times, especially during the rainy weather; the waiting may seems like a life time of waiting.

Anyway, glad that I was in the car, I was also glad that i was saved from the rain and the chilly weather as well as the lateness! (I was to be in class by 8:30 and had to have been awaken like at 6 and board the bus by 7...but...due to the 'complication' I jumped out of the bed by 7 and left to wonder what should I do if I don't have a car... BIG BIG LATE...what a school too right....with the one hour journey....haiz)

The most important thing about this blog...haha the lateness due to the chaos cause by the alarm clock...haiz....what a morning.

For pun factor, huahaha I even prayed and thank God for the creation of car xp a thing that i would have never thought of praying before until today...when I am 'forced' to realize the beauty about it. Well, I guess everyone has their time of reminder to not take things for granted. and I got mine today! Not bad.

Sentosa part II

Sentosa (love the sun tan and the halo rainbow)

Good morning. 9:44 a.m. a very very early morning, with nice weather here in Macpherson or the area where I stay =)

Let's see, what shall we do today?

Freak! for one thing I know, I will have to go for fyp meeting, which, of all things, I dreaded the most. Before, I will be free to shop with an old friend at 313 =)

Anyway, what had been a long waiting Saturday eventually turned out to be a fun and interesting day. Hehe, with more than fifteen people turning up, and a few faces that I know, hehe, I felt so much comfortable.

It was 8:45 a.m. when I arrived at the platform of harbor front MRT station, on Saturday, 28th August 2010.

I looked around for the faces of GKY members and found no one around. So I called the person in charge, Melissa, (=p the only person I know with the contact number recorded in my mobile phone ) and found out, to my greatest relief that i was in the right station, except that maybe the people will be arriving in a little while.

Okay...I was too early...lol, pros and cons (RP screwed me already with its 15 mins before starting time policy) So, I waited and before long, a few people come, and few more, and a few more...and a lot more...and soon enough a whole crowd beginning to form as we made our way towards the tram station to Sentosa, Siloso Beach!

The time was about 10:30 a.m. when we reached Siloso Beach.

For a starter, we played ice breaking games, playing, singing, dancing, hopping, shaking, grooving and walking in a circle.

It was very entertaining.

After that, we proceeded on to play 'name naming' games, after we self introduce ourselves to one another, got divided in a group got challenged to remember and recall other people's name in another's team and if one soul is unable to remember or mistaken the other person's name,(like what happen with one of my team mates) then that fella will be shot with water gun. (The beginning of getting wet from head to toe)

Gee, enough with the water gun attack, we moved on to play guessing game, and carried on further with going out in the 'wild' to explore the different station and different games placed in that station.

First station is a disaster, we had to dig out some bits and pieces of puzzle's piece that were buried underneath a thick sand, and made out the picture of the puzzle, in order to get the clue for the next post station. (it reminded me of amazing race) =) COOL!

After we got the clue, we were each given a picture of unknown ladies doing some dance/God knows what (aerobic, maybe) which we were to follow and showed in on the next station. Individually first, followed by the whole team.

Lol. I have to admit that at times like that, in order to get the score, all sorts of shy nerves that are present in the body turns numb , and the un-embarrassed nerves turns in. Everybody's face and action was so comical then, that everyone can't stop laughing. LOL LOL.

Next, an even more exciting adventure'. We were told to stand in circle, and to take turns, squeezing sea-water out of a medium-size sponge with our butt. B-U-T-T BUTT! and nothing else. There was a moment of 'huh' session for everyone, but at the end of the day, again, for the sake of winning the game and ending that post quickly, everyone just butted in and butted out.

(pic: Inigo squeezing out water to pail)

Throughout the game session, I was not wearing my slipper for the sake of feeling the softness and hotness of the sand as well as easy reference to run! hahaha

The last station before we went back to have some delicious, yummy lunch (and of course getting more wet than just wet) three of us were told to hold on to a pail of holes(my goodness), with one member to help bringing in the water from the sea, and another member to answer questions given by the game instructor.

Team that was able to answer the question correctly will have the chance to scoop in as much water from the sea as the carrier is able to carry and to toss the water from a given boundary into the hole-y pail held by the other three members, with feet! BARE FEET! (sadis juga ya permainannya haha)

HAHA, sure you can imagine what had happened. lol

As a result, everyone had a wild wild wet experience! =9

And ohh., before I forget, we even saw a halo shaped rainbow circling around the sun that day. We were in the middle of stationing ourselves when Ko Hendra shouted, "semuanya ada rainbow di atas kepala kita, cuman bentuknya halo" (everyone, there's a halo shaped rainbow above) For a second, I thought he was joking, till i looked up and there it was, exactly above all of us, a beautiful circle rainbow, like an angel's halo could be seen circling around the brightly lit sun.

It was a rare occassion, and it was a beautiful, magnificent, indescribable sensation. Thanked God for that!

I guess He had surely heard our prayers and Himself was smiling as He saw us playing, and digging, and tossing water, and squeezing water and getting ourselves wet and laughing and most of all, worshipping Him, as we celebrate the welcoming of new youths in the fellowship.

so, obviously, after a half day's of hard work and fun, we went back to the first station and filled the growling 'feed me feed me' stomach with nasi putih, and rendang, and perkedel, tambah cabe! hahaha asik deh =)

Yeah! I ate the Veggies =p

New Company (a new heart)

"To get out of the box"

Perhaps that is one of the feeling and new mindsets that I had received from the camp that took place a few days ago.
For the past few days, or rathers, ever since my friend and I had a chat about the circle of friends that we are having, which, in compared to the previous years, seems to be getting smaller; and it worries us tremendously, I had been thinking 'what is actually wrong with the people around me?" Or maybe, there is nothing wrong with them, neither do I (maybe I do), but more imporatantly, before we moved on to that, maybe I should also think about, what is going on?

And I realised, that maybe...for a while, we have been too preoccupied with our own comfort zone that we are beginning to only look at only what we feel is the 'safe-zone' and we also see what we wanted to see, or feel how we wanted to feel.

We are so used with the surrounding that we have, that at the end of the day, we started to box our mind and our social ability, to what we deem as how we wanted it to be. Thus at the end of the day, we only mix with the same people, and force to think in the same way, we had always think, and as the time goes by, forgotten the beauty of exploration.

The thrill of meeting up with new friends, the ideas of saying our name loud and clear, smiling politely and share some small introduction talk.

However, through the 3 days camp, I was brought forward once again, to self introduce myself, to be out of this little (corrupted box) and to begin with the exploration of new company to enlarge the almost enclosed circle.

I was glad, that through this experience, once again, I was reminded of the beauty of my own native language, Bahasa Indonesia and the way of living of Indonesian citizens which are by nature more amiable, approachable, talkative and crazy eater. (hahaha, not a bad thing...not at all...food is to be enjoyed when we are still alive, savvy?)

But above all these, is the fact that I was reminded once again about the beauty in being together with what we always call in Indonesian Language as "saudara seiman" (Family in Christ). Been sometime since we had a sense of belonging, after 'living' lives like a nomads in between 2 countries...Somehow, I really hope that through this camp, we are all driven to move forward to do something, or in other words, to give back to Him, with what we have, physically and emotionally this time, apart from just financially.

Of course, I also hope that...our humanistic judgement and expectation can also be lowered down this time. Maybe I should ask God to give me some grace in being a little less sensitive, and more ignorant (that occur in a good way) so that the one thing I/ we focus on is to serve Him and nothing else.

I was also comforted with the fact that my chains are gone.
Release...from the burdens that had been engulving me like a fire ball, that resulted in both body and soul burning with anger and disappointment and confussion.

Ironically, it all occurred even before the camp started.
That afternoon, before we set out to Johor and were in the middle of the service, the sermon on that day, touched me so much, knocked me so hard and healed me so perfectly, that for a moment I understood what He wanted to say to me.

For a moment I realised that I was being a little selfish with my thinking that death may be the best way out. Although if compared to the past, this sort of mindsets had been slowly making its way out of the back door; however, I really hope that it will not come back to me again.

For a moment, when I was blinded with anger and sorrows, I began to think that God is being less concern. Or maybe, He is actually there, but I was being self-reliant.
I was embarrassed with the fact that I have to bother Him with little issues, and thus, with pride I walk and with shame I fall, because at the end of the day, I was 'forced' back to return to His call and His help again.

I was made to understand that He cares even to the littlest, lamest issue in my screwed up life. Heh...but I guess at times, I just didnt want to bother Him so much. Guess at the end of the day, I was just tired...and when I began to get worn out. Then, stupidly, aimlessly, I put the blame on myself, on God's way, on God's approval in allowing all these to happen in my life.

I came before Him and brought with me thousands of angry questions, starting with the big word "WHY"

However, fortunately, I was healed...and made well once again; as thousands of tears streamed down my fatigue, lifeless face it automatically washed away the burdens I had in me. Hopefully, the next time things like this occurred, I wont wait till it all crumble down before I seek for the His help.

Haiz...pride and egoism.
Gotta get rid off you before you get rid of me.

Anyway, thanks for the camp...time to Walk His Path the way I should

Gotta go,
Take care now, Bye bye then =)

Love,
Me =)

The phrase "dog eat dog world" is not something that I have never heard before. Unfortunately, I guess this year, this time was the time when I really experienced what it meant by "dog eat dog world" and just as mentioned and just as it is being descript, it's not a good thing to be involved in such situation.

What a shame to admit that just as it seems I was beginning to step into the real world, I am beginning to feel like I wanted to back away. Perhaps the churn is just too hard and crazily cruel that I dont feel like taking the ride again.

The whole grouping thing, and the whole honesty just turning me into something I am not.

I hate that.

Despite of the fact that I know truths hurts, but it is even more hurtful when it is being spoken out.

My heart has not been leaping with joy ever since the project is over...I wonder why...

it should be a shout of celebration, but I dont find anything to be joyful at all.

I dont fucking enjoy this "I'm done" thing knowing that the next is about to come, and the same shit may occurred once again...

I guess I may have to agree that being individualistic is at times better.

Well...what can be done now...everything's been out, be it they want to believe it or not. Everything's laid out be it perfect, or not. Everything's over...like what everyone had said, be it I like it or not.

Guess one thing that I've learn from this dog eat dog world thingy is: though it may not easy to be good samaritan...

but I guess being a big bad moron is not as easy too.

Maybe this is all because we are just ordinary people.

Travis

Hulalala....

see this beautiful tattoo made by Aelvin from Imagine tattoo on someone's arm...

Can you believe it!

The portrayed just looks so real....

Trav must be glad that someone could draw his face so well on someone else's skin. =)

It was a biggy suprise to have found Travis's picture in his album.

The mess in my house before it was slowly built up =)

A TOTAL BEAUTIFUL MESS...CREATED BY ONE POWERFUL PERSON....

THE CONTRACTOR!

Look! A sand mountain.

Piggy Rules

A few days ago, after getting sick of all the hussle and buzzle of my busy life,
I decided to walk down the busy road of Toa Payoh and end myself up in the
National Library.
Hahaha...not a very good choice, but since its been a long time since the last time I set my eyes on some fictional books, I decided to take a look.

As always, whenever I feel stressed out in life, I find my solace through reading children's story books. And to my surprise...hehe I managed to find some nice children story books with pigs as the lead character.
I dont know why they chose it to be pig, but pig that's it!
The piggy Rules!!!!
and they are really cute when being drawn as an illustration in children's story book.

The first book I found was a book entitled "Freddy goes to Northpole" and the second one is a book called "Beryl's, a pig Tale" haha both books are adorable...and both books make me smile...
so at the end of the day, I decided to have them...

-________________________- I dont know when will I be able to read it...

but I really hope that I could read it.
I am starting to read about Freddy as he decided to make a tour agency for all the animals in the farm and I think the concept is really interesting. Especially for a book which was created in 1926!
It was brilliant!

The other book, on the other hand, was left untouch temporarily because I have to make a balance between my leisure read and my serious read.

I really really really trully very very very much wish that i can immediately have my upcoming August Holiday... gotta tanks the big event YOG for conducting it in RP. huhuu!!!!
I really really been in a lot of business for the past few weeks.
Really feel like getting harder and harder to breathe.

Today, I was late for my piano lesson because I slept at 5 in the morning after talking about some life thingy with my sister. It was very irritating to play piano when you are sleepy, because the eyes kept on twitching. As a result, the notes are all over the place, and the tune is all over the place as well.

IRRITANT!!!!

I really wish that I can spend more time playing the piano...
it makes me happy when I play the piano.
Earlier on, I was playing Liubestreum (A Dream Of Love) by one of my favourite composer, Listz, and I was so so so happy although it was the simplified version.
But still to have the pleasure to play Listz, it was a great honour.

Then again, a few hours ago, precisely about 2/3 hours ago, I just saw this beautiful piano in white at Kawai music school at Paragon. I never know there was a music school in Paragon...
maybe its time to explore...anyway, it was so beautiful...
and though the price was also beautiful...unfortunately it was sold out...
haiz....
how I had imagined myself playing it in my new house...

Yeah! talking about house.
On Saturday, I went to my new house which is still under construction.
It was NICE!
I LOVE IT!
The four ceiling was brilliantly done, the painting was satisfactory and the whole mess that was beginning to take in the shape of a house, was wonderful.

I REALLY CANT WAIT TO GET IN THERE!!!!
WUAHHHH!!! SEEMS LIKE A NEW BEGINNING....

Somehow, I'm really glad that, despite of all the nasty things that may be revolving around me at the present time, like say, school projects, school rjs, etc. etc. but in between those business, there is always something that makes it happy, and make me to forget about it for a little while.
For e.g.
1. The birth of my new born cousin. It was a long waiting one, and we are all so overjoyed when he was born. It's kinda funny to get crazy over baby stuffs at my present age, but it was just so fun!
2. The appearance of the house that was on the process. although at times it was slow and all, but at the end of the day, it gaves us a good feeling everytime we go in there.
3. To find out on books with pigs to rule the characters above all the other animals. (kinda hilarious)

and many many more...

And I was glad that sooner or later, or hopefully sooner, I hope, it will all be gone.
For a moment just go away, and just fly...you know I mean, all these busy lifestyle, anxieties, bla bla bla bla...and leave me alone for a moment...
Before I have to strive it again...

Anyway, gotta go...
very very tired...
have been having a bad headache all these while...I dont know why.. maybe is the lack of sleep, maybe is the moody thing...
whatever it is, I just wish to have a good night sleep tonight...

Tk Cr bb

Old Love

It's been a while since I saw your moves and I hear your voice.
For a while I thought I have forgotten everything about you...
It was so strange the day I decided to find out about you one more time and to my greatest surprise, unlike the past, it is easier to get track on to you...and though it may seems so long ago, and the feeling may had faded with time; however I think it all comes back to me...all at once the moment I see and hear the same things that I had been listening and seeing few years back.

Thinking back the time when I...got to let you go for a short period of time
it seems so...saddening...very very heart-breaking...
if only they know how much you means to me...
the move, the groove...
all that never brings a disaster to me...
in fact it was all a beautiful thing that made me smile every single day...

Even today when I was moving towards the rhymn of your songs it made me happy...
And I was so damn grateful that I was able to continue that moved that was once part of me... =)
And with the vidoes flooding more frequently now...
I was able to get more clear vision about how it is done...

Feels so good to have find you again...in times when the world seems so hard for me to bear at times...
If only we grow together...
But its okay too...
at least to find out about you in the middle of what seemsso sickening to feel...
and too tiring to do...it just feels so damn great!!!!

How I wish right now...I will be having the right amount of time to spend with you...
and to spend that really precious time to master it...
Give me a chance...let me do it once again...without giving u up anymore this time...
for the boundaries had been broken...
I've set myself free from the fear that was once haunting me....
And with passion, this time, I will do it again...

Toast...for a better tomorrow...
And for the practice that needs to be done....
freak...not gonna be easy... =)

Anyway, Nice to meet you....

Scrapbooking

Had never felt the joy of scrapbooking so much that I found myself buying the materials for scrapbooking.

So excited that I am addicted to it. The world that was once 'only' belonging to my sister in the house.

Gee.. managed to make my own version, with the help of of course the one that is born to do it, and I was glad that I managed to make a good job out of it. Without throwing any tantrum.

Damn it.

I guess now that I am getting old, and maybe also more easily irritated, I found myself getting angry more easily. Why the hell is that.

Or maybe I'm going out of control?

The words sounded so much like an old woman...(cih)

Anyway, had a wonderful shopping yesterday, as I roamed from one paper store to another in search for the right and beautiful designs for my upcoming creation. =) It was expensive some of it, but after much calculation, and in addition to the GSS that is going on around town, hehehe... it sounded kinda worth it anyway.

It was really addictive. the things seems to be calling me from all direction "buy me " "buy me" kind of thing. =p Had a wonderful lunch at coffee bean as well...savoring the taste of EGG BEN! SWEET!

I love to walk around town alone.

It makes me feel so great!

And I did it again today.

I walked all the way from Ion Orchard to 313 at Somerset.

Damn nice! if only I have a cup of hot coffee in one hand and a sun glasses woooohoooo!!!!

Divalicious!

Anyway, i got to go...

Time to work those papers...

Take Care Now, Bye Bye then!

Happy Mother's Day

Vege-tarian

Funny how what goes around comes around...
I think I have to really agree with JT for this one. =p

It has NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER in my whole attire life I saw myself eating vegetables outside my own house ever since I got some issue with the vegetables that was cooked outside; until the food i consumed got some problem with my stomach a few weeks ago, then I'm beginning to see myself as a green friendly-wild cow.

Haiz...moreover, I'm seeing myself as a potential to go vegetarian....except that I'm not a pure breed vegetarian...dont make me do that man!!!

Anyway, been busy ever since the new semester began on 15 April 2010.

Immediately, after I took my leave from FCL, I am forked to be the forced labour of the school and all her endless piles of work work work!!!!
Everyday, I woke up as early as a hen in a 'rugged' farm and 'work' till the sun goes down.
Sometimes, I really miss the sun! =p

Anyway, no one's to blame for this. Thus dont you ever feel offended!

As I looked at the days that past, I realized, I have not been in touch with some people that I can find on Facebook (hehe) and I also realized that I have not been stalking J and Shan with their wonderful 'expedition' around U.S. (damn it! so good!!) And today, as I began to trail them again, huehehe, I feel so ENVIOUS!!! how can they have so much fun despite of the tight schedule they claimed they are having!!!! grrrr...liar liar!!! (you are to serve forever as the crew of the Flying Dutchman)

Haha. Been watching Pirates of the Carribean once again, this time, with the second series, 'Dead Man's Chest' and once again, I am falling in love with Turner!!! haha I wonder why do Orly always have a difficult but cool role to play? Making him more charming then usual...haha

In LOTR1, he got the elf's role that slide down the stairs with a skateboard while shooting arrows. In LOTR2, he got another cool role (like a sequel) with the sliding thing from a mammoth's head to the ground, with the whole camera 'ZOOM' in on him BIG BIG BIG BIG!!! (Wooohhh refreshing!!!)
Then yesterday, in Dead Man's Chest: Orly once again hanged himself like side way/ upside down I dont know... as he fought with Jack Sparrow in the giant wheel thing among the forest!!!

HOOOH!!!! HOTZZZZ ORLANDO HOTZZZ!!!

It seems like the cartoon always has something to charm me about...

SEXY SEXY!

Okay enough praising for the world's most googled man, let's move one to my boring life...
Yeah, well, in the middle of doing my fyp and I am really calling all committed tattoo collectors to come forward!!! put your hands up!!! and tell me your name, your motives for tattooing et cetera et cetera!!! I really desperately, truly, very in need of your help!!! =)

And yesterday, I saw a cool on with his family eating at Hans at Parkmall, damn nice!!! cool pics he had on his arms.

Lastly, today, as I walked around the library like a geekie...
I saw so many nice children books woah!!! my eyes sparkles like crazy!!!!
and guess what, I even found J.R.Tolkien 'Letters from Father Christmas' book there!!! how amazing can it be!!!!
woohh man...I can't wait for the june holiday to be here..time to cheongggggggggggggggg all the way for all the nice books in town!!!

gtg
c ya!

Love and Peace
Yuliana

Yowl!!! Just a quick update...
It's gonna be the beginning of the semester again...time to lift up my goofey butt up
and work hard! LOL LOL although I doubt so...
anyway, been not very healthy lately...with all the not so right amount of food intake...=p
Got a damn horrible tummy ache last night because of the too cold substances that I inputted in my body...orghhh my gowdd!!!!

Anyway, last day as worker tomorrow...
kinda sad though..because I can't walk around like a cool carreer woman anymore...LOL LOL...and not very much glad either with the idea of school huahahaha...because I'm totally not ready to face it.

Just see what I can do alright...
Anyway, glad that I managed to find Tim's blog...uhhh man...he is hot! HAHAHA
Now with J not around, it seems so unsarcastic...lol lol

gtg

Sleepy...
Gosh...I dont know how long will I be able to take this fatigue.
Sometimes I wonder, do my body need to get more sleep as I grow older?
Maybe I should find that out sooner or later.

I'm totally sick here...
sick of the tired feeling.
The unpleasant half opened eyes...
and most of all...DAMN IT! my PANDA EYES!!!!!
it's totally grossing me out...
grrrrrrrrrrr

Have been dozing off like a mad pig on the train everyday
huahaha....
Once I was sleeping and suddenly, the moment I opened my eyes, it was my stop.
Immediately, I jerked out of the seat as if it was an electric machine seat and dashed out of the train.

Been feeling hungry all the time too..
I need my sugar intakes...
I think I really need it!

Candies, chocolates, cakes...sweetened tea
coffemate, caramel candy, ouhhh all started with the letter C...
C is the new sweetie!!!
Yeah baby i need my sugar!
I'm so sleepy here, and I need some sugar effect to wake me up.

Damn it!
I still got to go to meeting today...
Starbucks...

When I think of Starbucks, Orlando's face came to my mind...
huahahaha
he is a Starbuck King.
Everytime I see his candid picture in the magazine, he is definitely holding a cup of starbuck coffee!!! huahaha no wonder your face looks like the starbuck lady dear Orly. =p
Together with the wavy hair huahuahahaha...
Just kidding!

Currently wondering how to continue with my Craig.
He had learned the truth, he cried, then now what?
I dont know what to do continue with him man...
Need some enlightenment before we can move on.
(any suggestion peeps?)

Anyway, hope to continue on soon...
haiz...been busy and had not made anymore improvement on it.

Time to go...
see ya

BYE BYE!!!

Love me, Colin Raye

A wonderful, magnificent piece of lyrics.

I heard this song when I was about 13.
At that time my English was still a hell. Thus, I dont really understand the meaning of the chorus, even though I know that it is a sweet piece of words extracted from the writer's grandma's letter.

Today, as the song came to replay in my head once again, I found myself mouthing the lyrics without difficulties. Suddenly when it comes to the chorus, I realised, now with my English improvinging more than ever, it is beyond just sweet!

Moreover, with the dead of loved ones come and go for the past few years; and though it is really hard to understand sometimes why some people have to leave to soon before I do, I'm able to fully understand the whole meaning of the song.

It even brought tears to my eyes.

This is the first time I read and mouth myself to a lyrics and I cried.
Literally teared on the spot.

Guess from now on that song is gonna meant a lot to me =)

Anyway, it was really a beautiful lyrics.

Pembantu (Helper)

Menurut gua, kata kata di atas, pembantu sangatlah unik.
Hehe dulu waktu kecil, no offence, waktu denger pembantu, yg kepikirannya mba.
atau dengan kata lain, pembantu rumah tangga

Tapi waktu udah gedean, dan gua sendiri udah jadi pem-bantu/pembantu orang2 akhirnya gua baru nyadar, haha sebenernya kata itu nga jelek jelek banget...dia unik dan bahkan bisa ada double meaning. pembantu = pekerja rumah tangga yg memang lah menbantu, atau pembantu as in org yg menbantu org lain...

And if I was to translate it to English, maybe the word will be something like, helper/ the helper/ a helper. Or perhaps more higher in the rank, "my assistant" ciehhh (because we hardly said "my helper" right?) haha

So in the end, sebenrnya kata pembantu itu lumayan juga hahaha
positive donk positive!!! hehehe

Okay, deh kalo gitu
gtg
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I should never never walk into a bookstore!
LOL
Really I have to make sure that I stop myself, stop my feet,
ban myself, even banish myself from entering a bookstore
huahaha
Not before I finish all those beautiful books of mine...
Which had been left in the shelves untouch. =p

Frankly speaking, I have been a little upset here.
First, because I could not find J.R.R Tolkien's "The Hobbit, there and back again" despite of the fact that i had been searching for it high and low...
rummaging myself into every boostores the malls/ shopping centres has to offer.
I even tried my luck to search for it in the library, only to be told that it was "ON LOAN"

sigh....

Apart from that, after walking in, around and out of the bookstores, I realised that not only am I just wasting my time, LOL, it just made me tempted to buy and waste money... lol
I have been buying so many magazines, because of Jared, which I had not continued reading (oppsieeeesss) and many books, because of the promotions of sales and membership discounts.. lol until I dont even know what else is there for me to buy or to look out for. =p

Therefore, I should really really banish myself from the bookstore...and finish reading those at home, before it turned mouldy and resulted me to get tuberculosis the next time I opened it hahaha
Or worst...
what if...IF...IF...IF...IFFFFF....my books turned out to be a white elephant!!!! LOL (which they already had now...except that it is still a young elephant) =p That would be horrible horrible!!!!
Once they walked out of the shelves and said "why arent you reading us, Yuliana?" stomp stomp stomp...
I'm gonna be dead...=p

Anyway, gtg...

In my Pocket

Lies my access card.
Ez-link card.
Tissue.
Handphone.
Sweets sometimes.
AND
Rubbish!!!!!
hahaahahaha

The Beauty of Writing

After writing manually for the past 3 days, I'm beginning to comprehend what Orlando means when he said "what happen to writing?" when being asked did he do a lot of googling at home, after being considered as the most googled men on earth...(Woohooo) which he replied by saying "I dont really know much about googling actually" and the reason is because he loves writing!!! (yeah!)

Well, being placed in a cyborg generation world, I found myself typing more than I write, ever since I stepped myself into college. (Especially when my college is all about technology, and paperless environment) Thus, after sometime, I realised that I could not really write for long...because well, being a dramatic writer huahaha, I love to write long sentences; and thus, after sometime of not writing, I felt tired so easily whenever I need to write a long thing. Like say, a letter, or points to be taken for an article or even information needed from the museums or something like that....okay.

But today....
After writing about 3-4 pages long of awknowledgement by hand, manually, physically, I realised that hey!!!! writing is not that bad after all. hahaha (I mean it is not bad...I have never think it's bad, except when you made a lot of mistakes and you have to keep erasing it, then it becomes messy, haha) And in fact, I found myself addicted to writing now...

Everyday in the office, even though I was given a cute computer and a huge priter (beside me) on my table, I found myself writing about the things I know, I dont know and I need to find out (PDTs..famous is RP and among RP-ians haha) even though I can just simply type it down on microsoft word.

Why?

I also dont know...
Maybe is because, it has been part of me.
Or maybe is because, I want to fill up the empty pages on my note book haha (not wanting to waste the resources okay...earth is dying!!) lol lol
Whatever is the reason, I realised as I was exposed with writing manually again, that ...
actually...

MY HAND WRITING IS NOT THAT BAD AFTER ALL!!!!

huahahaha ...
A lil narcist here, but really, my hand writing had not changed the slightest bit from the time I stopped writing and turned myself to computer emo.
Plus, it is not as tiring if you enjoy it...
hahahaha

In fact, you can feel more attachment to your work if compared to the things being printed out. Because, every stretch, every curved, every bend and every hand movement belongs to you. And so, it is more personal, though I may not say that when your files crashed and gone from the screen it will not going to make you curse, haha but the feeling of that personal touch is not as acute when being done in the computer, if compared to writing.

In fact, I felt that, the time when I really felt so much attached to my work, that was done from the computer, was the time I printed out them out. When I see those papers, slowly being exerted out of the thin slid hidden underneath or above the machine, you know, the lil gap there, for the paper to come out. (yeah baby!)

Again, maybe is the almost same reason.
Because, eventually, the work is seemingly more physical.
Therefore, it seems closer and nearer to our senses and that's the reason why, it makes you feel so much victorious for achieving/ finishing it.

Well, anyway, as a passionate writer (ouhhh hahaha)
I really encouraged everyone to write!
computer or manual, just write.

It is really interesting. (Especially if you are just as narcist as me, you know, and you adore your hand writing LOL.)

Anyway, got to go...

The time now is 10:59 a.m.
yes, it is still very very early in the morning...
see you soon!!!!

Love and Peace
Me =)

Depp addiction

If this is a dream, dont that mean I'm not real when you open your eyes?

KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO CUTE JOHNNY!!!!
What a sweet sweet hatter!!!
with orange head and tremedously pink cheek bones.
He still looks so amazing!!!!
And most importantly, I am able to feel the character...
That's what I love about Johnny Depp!!!!

When he was Edward Scissors hand, I felt his pain when he was being shunned by the people in the neighbouring areas, when he was oppss...what that name there, his character in sleepy hollow, I sensed his fear when encountering the headless rider, when he was Willy Wonka, wohoo!!!!
I love his sarcasm and his white spectacle so much that I bought one (LOL) to look like Wonka...hehe and he made the whole chocolate seemed so good to eat.
When he was Jack Sparrow...(yeah man!) It was so cheeky and cunning and crazy that I found myself glued to the screen to see more of Captain Jack Sparrow's actions...Moreover, when he was John Dillinger in Public Enemy!!! my Gowd!!!! that character was so charismatic!!! I know he is the bad guy, but he is cool!!! a cool bad guy... not just because of the Johnny, but the character alone is so impactful! (of course the whole setting was impactful too) that I, as the viewer can really feel myself in that era!!! SWEET!

Yeahh man...listing all the movies, now then I realised, I have been growing up watching Depp...hehe not bad not bad!!! =))) of course not forgetting From Hell, Corpse Bridge as well as "Sweeney Todd Demon Barber of Fleet Street" !!! wohooo the killing is madness!!! HAHA time to read the biography about Depp. (got it last year and it had been stuck on my shelves opppsss...)

Anyway, with Alice in Wonderland in theatres, I went to watch the show, for the sake of, well, apart from Depp, the techniques that was put into it by Tim Burton.
Overall, honestly speaking, haa I dont really understand the story, but I like the colourful theme of the underworld. As well as the snow queen, and the heart queen with the big bald head...so cute!!! very fantasy I LIKE!

It makes me to forget about the realistic world for a while. Which is good. haha
though in fantasy, cruelties do exist, but well, just like reality, it can always be prevented.
Except that unlike fantasies, in realistic world, animals can't talk... =( What a pity!
Except that they can be friends woth humans too. =)

Anyway, I greatly recommend it to anyone who is in love with Tim Burton or fantasy/ fairy-tale like kind of story! You will be enchanted by the colours, and the settings, and the whole presentation in the movie!

Hope that I can get someone who wants to watch 3D with me soon... =p but wait ,before that, maybe I better read up about it first LOL LOL LOL

Moving back to Johnny Depp, ya!!!
oh man...he is so cute...I like the way he go crazy and giggle giggle giggle when placing the hats on the red queen.
But the best emotion of all was the time when he asked Alice, is she still thought that all these were a dream, and she said yes, and he felt so sad...because it means he will vanish when she woke up, which the Alice sadly replied, "I'm afraid so"

;( sad sad luhh

I really liked that scene a lot because it really shows the emotional moment of say, a friend, a lover, or anything else, when you have to unfortunately get separated away and the emotions showed by the 2 protagonists were so real that even when they just looked at each other in the eyes, or sigh out an exasperatted sigh without uttering a word, you know, body language, it can already showed the whole tension and emotions.

And despite of the fact that hatter was full of thick make up, the solemn looked in the eyes depict the whole thing, and that's the cool thing that I like about Johnny. Though his character is a goofy one, but when it comes to sad mood, he can really reveal it perfectly.

GOOD JOB!!!

Besides that scene, I love the morning execution scene as well.
In which it flew up into the sky, shocking everyone...that's so magical!!!
and it can only occur in fairy tales...unless someone else is like David Copperfield.

Anyway, gtg

See ya

Smell-ing

Different venues have different smelling value.
If you go to Juicy Couture, you went out of the store smelling like Juicy Couture.
If you go to Marks and Spencer, lotion section, you came out smelling like lavender smell/ rosey smell.
However, if you go to the Kopitiam, alamak...
you smell like one too...
Which is HORRIBLE HORRIBLE!!!

The smell that I dont even know how to describe, as there are more than one smell coming from that place. (what a headache) It smells a little like steamboat smoke, but also a little like the dusty air, and wind-sweat smell, to make things worst, because when you are in the coffee shop, basically your whole body is there, so your hair eventually stink too...
and so, despite of the bad adour that is sticking on your clothes and hands and arms already, the HAIR SMELL IS THE WORST!!!!

The smell of hot sun and wind, and natural scalp oil and smoke...
buekkkkk (vomit sound) DISGUSTING!!!!!

And unfortunately, I am smelling like that..
duhhh-uhhh horrible terrible!!!
Because I just came back from after lunch-office-hour and geezz...despite of the fact that the minced meat ban mian is DELICIOUS!!! I smelled terrible!!!
Which is sucks sucks sucks....

Can't wait to go home and bath!!!!
Soak myself with satsuma orange, or silky white goat's milk soap...wouhhhh SEXY!
Time to bath baby time to bath!!!!

Anyway, gtg
talk to you later about the Wonderland I experienced last Friday!!!

ouhh the days seemed fast eh? Its a new week already...
Alright, gtg see ya

Excel

Sebel sih sebel sama nih barang yg namanya Excel.
Apa udah sering bikin pusink, suka ganti ganti sendiri kalo salah pencet,
Harus teliti litanya kalo nga satu row missing, semuanya corrupted
Tapi lama kelamaan abis observing and observing
Haha akirnya ketemuin juga 坏脾气nya die.
Supaya nga salah, sekali add rows, semua nya kena added
Cuman kalo dah mau delete tuh unneeded rows, harus highlight semua rownya dari A-1V
Baru nomor2 lainnya nga pada ketinggalan…
Alahasil, rapih deh!!!!
Hahaha

In fact, gua malah jadi addicted nih sama Excel sekarang haha
Pengen buat2 terus supaya nga lupa…
Ini skills yg jarang banget bisa di dapetin lho!!!!
Hahaha

Anyway, pake Indo deh ya inputnya…
Untuk mereka2 yg nga ngerti indo, too bad deh…
Opppssss!!!!
Kantornya sepi banget nih…gua sampe merasa diri gua paling berisik…
Haha
Kratak kratak kratak kratakkkkkk….
Suaranya si keyboard gila…
Hahaha

Tadi akirnya gua ngobrol lagi sama si boss…
Abis satu minggu kerja.
Dia mang mantep sih…gua salut sama dia…
Bener bener gaya wanita karir yg gua pengen jadi!
Stylo, gaya, berwibawa, tapi juga humble!!!
ASIK!!!!!
THAT’S WHAT I CALLED SEXY!!!!
Ada dignity!
Ada style!
MANTEP DAH POKOKNYA!!! =)))

Hehehe lain kali gua juga mau kaya gitu donk…
Ciehhh
Sekarang pake celana kain aja ke kantor, dah rasanya cool banget nih!!!! Hehe
Sayang nih tasnya kurang gaya…
Baju atasan juga kurang lengkap haha

I wonder kapan ya gua bisa jadi kaya gitu…
Duduk di office, bawa mobil, bawa barang keren, punya duit sendiri
Asik dah pokoknya!!! Hahahaha

Tinggal 1 jam 33 menit untuk pulang…
Rada males nih, buat article yg di suruh ulang hahaha
Susahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
Nga ngerti gua…
Harus baca lagi pelan pelan pelan pelan!!!!
Never mind…
Minggu Depan…
Siap siap di gembleng mati matian deh gua…
Asal jangan bentrok sama excel aja, kalo nga ntar pusing…

Malem mingguan, mau ngapain ya?
HEHEHEHE
Selain cari baju kerja…
Gua pengen banget nih lanjutin baca the hobbit!!!!
Hehe sebelom filmnya keluar donk…biar bisa liat aksi si ganteng
Orlando Bloom hahahahaha

Gila lho, tuh orang sih lucu banget lho!!!
Walaupun jorok ya, nga suka ganti baju…idih..eneg…
Cuman orangnya lucu banget…
Baik!!!
Murah senyum
HOT!
Hahaha
Mantep lah dia pokoknya!

Yah pokoknya weekend gua mau ENJOY aja!!!
Hehe
K deh tau diri
Got to go!!!

Love, Me =)

LapTop

Though it may be a pain and it may be stupid that I feel like banging it to the wall
Or at times, throw it away and get myself a new one LOL
But sometimes, I do miss my dear laptop
who remain anonymous.

Perhaps we gone through thick and thin together
Or maybe I just need it for the time being
Or I just love the idea that it can help me to get things done, and it didnt make many noise
huahaha except when I am angry and I was typing really loudly.
LOL
I don't know...haha but all I know
I miss it.
HAHA

Hellow...
nice to see again bloggers...
the time now is 8:12 a.m. Very very early in the morning.
Huahaha it is Monday once again. how boring it can be...
Anyway...luckily I have a damn good weekend watching Orlando Bloom as he played his role as the prince elf, Legolas in The Return of the King, as well as watching how he posed in front of the camera with his cute face in one of those interviews they had during the premiere of Lord of the Ring, The Two Tower.

Huahaha as I watched the movie once again, and with full subtitles being shown on my TV screen huahaha, I found myself understanding the whole movie better LOL.
and to think that LOTR is one of my favourite.. I felt so proud that I went for the museum last time...hehe and even bought that cursed ring home...huahahaha...

Happy!!!

Anyway, been wondering what else to write here.
Seems like recently the days are getting kinda boring...
LOL.
I was thinking of writing a movie review, but each time I think that I have to write about facts, it reminds me of my FYP (final year project) and it made my heart burns.
So, in the end, I decided, NEVER MIND!
just watch the movie and keep the good input for myself!!!
hahahahaa

Had been watching UP again.
Wooh that show...
semakin di nonton makin seneng!!!!!
Colourful balloons, adorable conversation between the young and old...huehehe
It's just adorable...

However, it got me thinking, what if, the next time I found Jared, in say, an abandoned house, in a jungle, yeah since he likes insect, I guess he would love to live in the jungle, listening to all the cicadas, and grasshoppers, and dragonflies and praying mantis calling and singing in the night, hahaha.

Then yeah, so I met him, and he saw me with that blue eyes of his, then suddenly after having a plesant meal, and some fun, joking around, being sarcastic and talking about music, and life and arts...he decided to kill me...and turned me into a giant butterfly.
As he called out to his collection of cicadas to attack me!!!!
Oh gosh!!!!
that would be horrible horrible!!!! =p
I hope my Jared is not a psychotic bastard LOL LOL!!!!
and hope that he will not have all his insects when we met.
I mean at least Russell and Frederickson managed to gain some dogs after Mr. .... (Okay I forgotten the name of the other old fellow) but if It was Jared, and I am to gain some of his cicadas...kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!! no way baby...
I wont want to have that...

I rather have Orlie's Sidi!!! =p

Anyway, got to go...
see ya next time!!

Can't wait to watch for more movies!!!!

Take care now, Bye Bye then
Me =)

Artist Insperation

Brandon Boyd is the one person came to mind
when I was told to make a story board
project for the coming Understading test. (part of it)
How I "wish you were here" man!!!
haha then at least some of my work can be helped out =p (sweet!)

Huff...
It's the end of the week already...
but the business is getting on my nerves...
guess I have to slow things down...
but i dont know man...
I just felt so damn tied up here...
guess the idea of making it as a comic strip is kinda irritating me now...
how I wish I'm blessed with the ability to draw better than what I have now...

Anyway, listening to 30 seconds to mars, hurricane now...
a beautiful piece of song written by Jared Leto about the world etc.
A damn cool man I am currently in love with (hahahaha)
Feel so glad that I was able to get a magazine (Alternative Press/ AP) with a lot of information about the band.
and to think that Jared is currently making a documentary about the whole 30 seconds to mars thing which is about to be release soon!!! kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!
I'm so EXCITED!!!!
CAN'T WAIT TO SEE MORE OF JARED AND HIS SARCASM
haha
Hope that the time it was done, I have the whole time in the world to watch it!!!
hehe

Anyway, got to go...
time to get some practice to make the whole project cool and perfect!

see ya soon!!!

Happy Weekend!!!!

Yeah! This Weekend I literally spent it fruitfully.
As fruitful as possible!
I shopped, I ate, I did a lil exercise, I prayed and I have lotza fun for sure!!!!
Trying on clothes, posing here and there
be SEXY!
Dressing up.
Making UP.
Feeling Good!!!!
And for once in my life, well not really, but anyway, for sure, I touched no'tin of my "picky" laptop and got myself a fulllllll!!! attendance!!!
beautiful.
beautiful.

Until I on it last night, a few minutes before midnight and I was shocked to see that ohhh mighty mighty...I got a 5 sets of pre-reading list for the lesson today...
huahaha but what can be done right!!!!
it's about time to sleep...
=p
thus I just did a quick reading (thanks to the many times of reading exposure) and got myself to sleep!!!
yeeeehaaa!!!!!

Anyway, looking forward for another shopping spree!!!
time to glamour up...
and have some more fun!!!
closets screaming for help!!!
got to do something!!!

Anyway, before that, coming up, I have ballet concerts to go!!!!
SEXY MAMA!!!
I'M LOVING IT!!
CONCERTS!!!
I LOVE YOU!!!