so here im once again, typing away with my cousin's computer right now, haha he is eating in the kitchen and i take the advantage of conquering his seat and screen...lol lol
so today, hm....its kind of a pretty interesting day, where we were suppose to be going for this dinning etiquette when the lecture room was filled with a lot of curious humans...interesting...
and unfortunately for us, me and my three other friends, because we were at the back end of the dragon quuee, we were somehow about to give up hope of getting in, when one of my friend, who is the supervisor in Diploma of Hospitality, the one that organise the talk, she grabbed us and let us in. however, i doubt that they tapped our Ez-link card for the damn points we need to fulfill...=s i dont know...but anyway, it was kinda embarrassing the idea of walking into a room full of people and their eyes on you, as u searched around looking for seats...awws....just that the idea of pushing our way through the crowds to get in, was somewhat interesting...because it makes me think like we were going to a concert...=) yeah and just as i tot it was gonna be the worst part of me for presentation today, as i was kinda lost with the prolem statement; just nice, the lecturer changed her mind..and let us go for a quiz game instead...hahahaha that was close...and somehow, after the lesson, im glad to announce that i manage to get some clue about demand curve and supply curve!!!! YEAH!!!

okay and thats all for today...my cousin is glaring at me haha as he pretended to read the newspapaer...and waitiing for me to finish my last sentence...=p

here im sitting in my living room once again typing away, for the day
the time now is 11:16 p.m. time to sleep soon. before my panda eyes emerged even darker...
currently listening to Kevin Kern's ' After the rain' it is so soothing and just enough to lull the mood of the night. especially with his light stacato effect that made it like as if little creatures jumping, splashing on the puddle of rain water. Thats so cute.

yeah, after sometime of listening to hard core rock music, and a combination of Korean songs, now as i listened to Classical and Pop ballads again, it just seemed so sweet. Classic is just the best way to soothe the mood...well..so far so good for the day or the days to come. actually there are some pictures that i would like to upload here in this blog, but, as the night is currently not so young anymore, i decided to save that for my next visit here.
I dont know either what's my purpose in writing the blog today, i guess just to kill time so as to fall asleep soon. =)

so far, things are not too bad, though it is not too good either. There were times when i missed certain things or certain humans so much...and sometimes i wish times could fly faster so that things could be done fast...and soon i will be able to him again...hehe and i know this is kinda not so related, haha, but currently with no mood or insperation to write...haha i just feel so bored. but not too bad, at least i manage to finish 'Fade Away' which is a good achievements...hehe and ya im sorry if there were some typos in between the wordings...i had been a one man show of being both writer and editor at the same time..and though i had corrected some of the plot, or words usage, but i think there were some missing words, here and there..and im so sorry about that...been finding time to correct it, but unable to. =p

Im so sick of my cough that had not been recovering since God knows when...and im so pissed because i cant sing along with every song i heard, or talk continuously without stopping...haiz...it makes me feel like an old woman...i hate it...and of course worst of all, i couldnt eat CHIPSSSS!!!! which is sucks, but anyway, since there is some problem with the food products because of what happened to China's milk issue, its not a big deal anyway...because things are getting weird and dangerous..and i dont feel so bad either, because i cant eat it anyway...=9 but the worst part of all was, the idea of eating all the bitter-sweet-sour medicines....arghhhh im sick of it...especially the chinese medicine....bwek....XP but i do miss chocolates...haha there were some chocs that we bought earlier at Candy Empire, Vivocity...and i missed the great taste of it...freak...i couldnt even get a bite...when all those chocs are stocking up in my 'pantry' and counting their days off to be expired...damn..i hate it when i need to throw uneaten food that had expired, especially chocolates in particular...hahahaha

and next books...haha there had been a couple of books that lined up my shelves..which i had left unfinish...oppps....and now, i wanted to read more...and about Harry Dresden files especially he is just so funny...i cant take my eyes of that guy man...and another book that i have to finish before carrying on to the next one will be 'Heart Shape Box' haha the ghost is madness and i like it so much, especially when you read it in the bathroom, when the clouds are about to fall out droplets of rain...haha nice atmosphere...haha it made you tremble.
and yeah, a few days ago, i was so happy because i dreamt of my favourite mytical creature of all time, The Vampires and Ware-Wolf haha in my dream both vampires and wolf are hotzzzz....haha and i really wished to continue the dream, but too bad, the night went too fast...and the morning came to soon...and i had to leave my sweet dreams behind...haiz....the ware wolf is super duper hot u know...i'm in love with it man...

okay, now the time is 11:45 pm. and im going off soon...hehe and last song for the day is Mozart..my music mastermind of all time...and im listening to his 'Twinkle Twinkle Little Star' version..which is so cute and light...giving it a soft touch on the piano...soothing the ears as well as the soul...i bet another wonderful dream tonight...this time a date with the wolf hahaha he is hot really HOT !!!! hahaha

okay, enough crap for the day...and so, good night everyone...take care now, bye bye then...=)

God Bless and sweet dreamz people!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RENA!!!

yeah this is the picture i took on 19th Sept, Fri on Rena's surprise party; held by us, W35R hehe

it was during the second break, which was at 12:15 and more, when we all gathered at W3 block, bringing this delicious Chocolate cake, lit the candle and SURPRISE HER!!!!

Rena was so touched that she cried joyful tears....oh my God, indeeed i felt like crying too when i saw her cried. =)

then after she managed to calm herself, we gave the cake to her, so that she could make a wish and then cut the cake...hehehe and honestly speaking, in her class, we really made a great din, but it was a great din we made though hehe where it was full of laughters and jokes...

and last but not least was the picture of the little green turtle we presented for her...hehe we almost worried that would not like it, but she did...and thats good...hehe she was so touched that she hugged us all after the celebration... :D YEAH W35R SPIRIT NEVER DIE!!!!

like an angel that never falls asleep

its been sometime since the last time we saw you, and its been sometime since the last time i think about you, however, there were one of those days, when i dreamt about you,

several times in a day i was reminded of you

everytime i see a plane fly past the blue sky above.

there were times when i forgotten that you have gone.

in fact most times i had forgotten that you were no longer with us.

all these while whenever i think of home, i think of you

i think of meeting you, as we gathered as a family.

but as reality struck me back,i realised it needs sometime till we meet again.

and each time i think of it

tears swell in the corner of my eyes

each time i saw the plane flew past

a smile spread across my lip

forgive me if at times i forgotten about you

because all these while, i still think that you are here with us

You are never a breath away from us

and may time will never ever erase or fade you away from the corner of my mind, or the centre of my heart.

because forever you are part of us, and forever you will always be our greatest cousin.

we miss you everyday.

and hope that you can guide us and watch over us each day from up above, like an angel that never falls asleep.

and though i know it had been some days late, but i wish i could still say these words : Happy Birthyday

*and i pray that i will never forget it again in the years to come.

meals for the day

yeah, this is the food i consume for my tea time today...hehe a very cutely arranged and served butter cake and a hot cup of milo.

this i took at toast box in City Hall.

yeah well, the cake is kinda tough to eat, because i think by right they should have heat it before they served. =p but the milo is nice.

and another one, one with a bowl of beef yakiniku is for my dinner.

we took that in one of the Japanese Restaurant in Newton. and yeah the taste is superb. somehow, the food too did made my trembling heart for the day calmed a little. which is good. =)

thats all for today, good night people
take care and God bless =)

*credit goes to God in a way. =)

Thank You for Your words for today. i'll try to be strong and mould myself better. and in times of trouble, please hold me in the right path and made me not to stir away from Your way only. and i know i'm wrong. i shouldnt have said those words and i shouldnt have think that way. i shouldnt have hid myself away from You just because i was ashamed of myself. I hope that the quotes can help me everyday. Thank You God for always giving me a second chance. =)

Lost Items found. Paranormal Investigations. Consulting. Advice. Reasonable rates. No love Potions, Endless Purses, or other entertainment.

yeah these are basically the factors Harry Dresden would do to advertise himself. Being a wizard living on earth Harry is always asked to investigate things that seemed not scientifically proven. and normally, it was all considered, or relate back to Magic.

Because for some Magic- It can get a guy Killed.

this book is really engaging and funny in a lot of ways, especially the way Harry Dresden talked. he was so comical and full of unexpected jokes; that creates the story not only mysterious, but amusing in a way or another. and i was so glad that even at the last page, Harry didnt failed to make me laugh. Jim Butcher is a really great writer despite his background as a computer support techician.

and as i said on my prev post, im really looking forward to read about Harry Dresden again in his next book. 'Fool Moon'

and so people, in case you found yourself stuck with some mystery that you think you cant solve, hehe give Harry Dresden a call. " I'm in the book" he said. =)

nice clouds 2

okay, this two pictures i took when i was at Bukit Timah, for my english tuition can't really remember when was it, but anyway, i took this picture because the clouds somewhat reminds me of home on the range ( the one with the lump of clouds above the houses ) and Disney Fairyland clouds ( the one with the trees covering the clouds) yeah and i really love these view so much that i immediately went to snap it down.

the one with the orange ray of the sunset is my favourite of all time...=) i took that during one of the school holidays, which i forgotten when, but somehow it was somewhere in between 6-6:30/7 p.m and my family and i was on our way back home from a day of having fun, and was at the traffic light near the Jackson Kopitiam there, ya, and that was the time i saw this magnificent beauty of nature. i was so happy to see the orange ray of the sunlight that i dont give a care if the cars next to ours were looking at me as i snapped it down. ( yeah i took that picture inside the car; and i was glad that it looked good.) and this sunset scenery, somehow, reminds me of Africa rays. hehe like the one you seen in a tv shows and all the girraffes and zebras were like running their way to welcome the day and went to the nearby pool for a drink. yeah haha it just looked so great !!!!

nice clouds i took over the years

yeah these cummulus clouds i took during my spring cleaning at the end of the semester in 2006. though the school permitted us from using handphone during lesson time, gee, but due to the rare secenery, i heck care the school law and carry on taking it. of course with a fast movement so as not to create any chaos...in case the discipline master walked past and caught me red handed...

next the picture of evening view if im not mistaken i took that from the balcony at my house. i was just finish doing something and was walking out of the room when i saw this picturesque scenery before my very eyes and decided to have a copy of it so that i can look at it forever. somehow, it really depict like the scenery of heaven, where things seems so beautiful and peaceful.

the next picture the one smaller in size, i took early one morning, before i went for tuition in 2006 yeah, and i was so bedazzled by the shape of the cloud that appeared to look like the shape of a dolphin or a hunchback whale.

then again another evening view (the one with the net) yeah, i took this like a few months ago on my vacation back to Indonesia. and in order to get a good snap of it i went all the way up to the third storey of my house and stood near the roof top before finally capturinf it in my handphone little box.

yeah here im in my room, the time now is 1:32 a.m
going to sleep soon, but for the time being as i was unable to sleep,i feel like posting something here.and just as i was listening to Secondhand Serenade, i was somehow, manage to get some insperation from their song fall for you. though i dont know if i really want to write about it, maybe i will.
and currently still listening to him, i think he is a really good singer, and his lyrics are interesting.
besides that, just want to share a little bit about what happened in school after the new semester start, well, so far so good and i'm glad that i was somehow manage to adapt to the new environment and managed to make some friends. hehe
at first i was afraid and feeling kinda class-sick haha as i entered the new classroom, but soon i was glad that i manage to push aside the fear. which is good. =)

today,my family and i we had a great feast at Dan Ryan haha and i ate again the delicious American buffalo wing and something merkel anyway, a nice steak. haha and the moment we reached home, hehe we had a fun talk and jokes a lot, before finally i hooked on dong wan haha. looking at his face is really nice. this afternoon too i spent sometime looking at him as he played in this variety show and the way he explained something in english really tickled me. mannnnn i really love to see the way he laughs....=) what a pity he will have to go to the camp soon. =( i will definitely miss him.
and yeah not much to say somehow, because i dont really do many things, and well, perhaps due to the hazy weather, it made me somewhat sleepy and lazy to talk.Anyway, i was somewhat hungry again...haha hunger strike...so i guess i will go downstairs and made myself a cup of hot chocolate =9 before i entered into the dream world.
i hope i have a good night sleep today and had a really wonderful dream...hehe
and ya, i guess, time to spend sometime with God too, i have not been praying well these days and i think hehe time to show some gratitude after all the blessing He had given me all these while..hehe okay good night and God bless. ;)

thanks to...

KIM DONG WAN!!!! yeah applause applause applause....

because of his song, i was able to feel how a man is feeling especially when he had lost the love of his life. if you notice, on my previous posts, i did posted a lyrics by his song, the one with 'A Man's Love' yeah, i got the insperation and the whole character from that song...hehe ya somehow, the character can be imagined as Kim Dongwan himself; who is also a musician in reality...hehe and he is not bad looking after all hahaha

yeah so once again, i hope that you can enjoy the story that had at last manage to finish after a year of planning...hehe ;) thank you.

I love you KIM DONG WAN!!!!! YOU ROX BABE!!!! =9