Goodbye Legend

'I want you back' Guess that's the only words i can say to you.

Yeah man, I so want you back....on that big stage again, and performed all your stunts before my very own eyes, even if the television screen has to be there as a partition. I dont mind....

So long as I can see those stunts one more time.

Those moves...

Those dances...

Those songs...

Those scream...

Man....I didnt know how much I love you, till I lost you.

You have been such a great insperation figure to me

ever since i saw you for the first time, when i dont even really know how to spell your name.

And it's such a shame to admit that even till now, I always missed out the letter 'a' each time i spelled your name.

I'm sorry...

You know what, it's been one of my wish to be able to meet you, and play the roller coaster you owned, ever since I watched Rithie Rich as a kid.

How I wished to meet you at least once...

On the stage, behind the stage...

But most of all...I wish that I can be just as great a dancer like you do.

I've always been so mermerised to see you escallating on the stage as if you are floating...

and been wondering what is that moves called, before I made a researched and found out the famous moves is called 'Moonwalked'

It's really a pity to lose you so soon....or rather, too soon to be true...

Frankly, the news caught me off guard and I was left agaped for a few minutes before the numbness began to melt away.

I can't read the news now

for each news brought tears to my eyes that I can't help but to stop reading it...

And each time I read it, I find myself not wanting to believe it even more...

It's pity...

really a pity

that the world missed such a great legend ...

That the world has to lost her 'KING-OF-POP'

Her all time favourite 'KING OF POP'

Thank You Mr. Jackson for all your contribution to the world and for keep encouraging her people to make a difference in the world.

To 'make the world a better place, for you and for me and entire human race' and 'who am i to be blind? Pretending not to see their need' when I see hungry kids, 'not enough to eat' when everyone has a part to 'Heal the World'

And of course, to begin with, everyone has to start with the 'Man in the Mirror'

Thank you Mr. Jackson, you are forever a legend that everyone will never forget.

I hope that everyone will only 'Remember The Time' which you had wonderfully contributed yourself to the world...and definitely, i can say this with pride that all these while, 'You rock My World.'

I love you ... Goodbye my Idol...Goodbye Legend...

Girl's best friend....Camera!

Good morning....we greeted to the reflection as well as the camera...haha


Well guess, this is what happened when two girls meet up together and decided to have a stay over...hehe


Basically, having some fun with my best friend, during my 2 weeks break a few weeks ago, haha and it was really fun indeed.



Yeah get ready for the 'day' with the 'morning rituals' lol lol
Before we sneak....to get some food....hehe and proceeded on to get ready for the day...hehe SHOPPING!!!!! lol lol











doing some hairdo....dress to impress, before....











TADA!!!!!!!!



Getting ready to have some fun shopping, camwhoring, and posing even more with the camera...haha


Like posing with A&W bear.






It was really nice eating A&W if not for the stupid drink that overflow...haha but anyway, had some fun, before we go home and posed with Polaroid.

While playing the Piano =)

before we decided

to have some

hot Chocolate and tuck in under the warm cover and dream of the wonders of the world

Okay, that's all for the day...hehe hope u enjoy it....LOL my aunt and my friend were shocked to see the two of us looked so much alike with each other...lol

What Do You Think? hehe are you surprised too that I have a 'twin'? =D

Okay, take care now, bye bye then

Peace and Love

Yuliana Kasman

Mr Men and Little Miss

Colourful balls for $1.80 at 7-11 haha and crack, when it popped open, cute little faces of Mr. Men and Little Miss could be found....smiling, laughing, tongue licking etc. so CUTE!!!!!!

I really love Mr. Men and Little Miss...hehe and u know what, it's damn difficult to get the whole 10 of them, especially when some of the characters found inside the capsules may be the same...which is like what the hell...and i have to go all the way to the other 7-11 outlet to get one more and play guessing game of the color balls...haha damn....i tink i wasted kinda lots of 2 dollars on this. hahaha and once, i went to 3 different 7-11 outlet, in order to hunt for the different character, and yet again, i get the same character, and i really hate Miss Chatterbox now, and Mr. Greedy, for keep appearing inside the capsule...lol

After much trying, so glad that eventually I managed to find Little Miss Shy. =) and there was once when i went hunting for it, and i managed to find Mr. Happy and Little Miss Sunshine. To be able to find Mr. Small was a blessing haha, because it was so hard to find him, and indeed, in the other attempts of finding the other chracters, I didnt managed to find another Mr. Small. Unfortunately, i didnt manage to find Miss. Naughty, Mr. Bump and Mr. Strong...so pissed....if not, I wil have the whole collection of them =) I wonder why the hell are they putting so many Mr. Greedy and Miss Chaterbox?

Anyway, haha been stop finding, for I'm afraid that I will get the same character again, and waste my money, lol though each time i entered 7-11 the capsule colours, still tempt me in a lot of ways...haha But, never mind...control...CONTROL BABY!!!

Well, neway, let me show me my collections and introduce you my little friend. haha

Yeah, so in the piture(from anti-clockwise direction) there are Miss Shy, Miss Sunshine, Mr Nosey, Mr Small, Miss Chatterbox, Mr Greedy and in the middle Mr Happy....yeah...my favourite besides Mr. Tall.

And yeah, have I told you i managed to find Mr. Tall book? I think i did right? Gee..yeah man, Mr. Tall is so cute...haha and he really reminds me of someone....who is just as tall...well, at least taller than me...haha and Mr Tall is really difficult to find...haha guess in the future, i may want to have the Little Library of Mr. Men and Little Miss haha

By the way, just managed to get this from google, tyhe story behind the creation of Mr Men and Little Miss. Hope You Like It:

Mr Men & Little Miss

The books were devised, drawn and written by Roger Hargreaves, born in 1938 in Cleckheaton, Yorkshire. Hargreaves began his career with a Bradford advertising agency before moving to London, where he joined a similar company and rose to the position of creative director. In 1971, so the story goes, his eldest son, Adam, asked him what a tickle looked like (well, he was his Dad and he did creative things for a living, so he would know that kind of thing). Hargreaves senior came up with a round; cheerful orange face on tiny legs, with long, rubbery arms designed to reach anybody's laughter zones and called him Mr. Tickle. The ball was rolling, so Hargreaves developed other characters (Messrs Greedy, Happy, Nosey and so on) in a similar vein and eventually found a publisher. Once that hurdle had been overcome, the Mr. Men books sold a million copies in just three years and were turned into a television series.

As the Mr. Men characters began to appear on everything from towels to lunchboxes. Hargreaves created a second group, this time with female characters: the Little Miss series featuring Little Miss Bossy, Little Miss Naughty and so on. In 1981 the Hargreaves family moved to Guernsey, which has attracted creative people and entertainers for centuries the appeal nowadays being largely its friendly tax laws and convenient location. When Roger Hargreaves died at the young age of 53, Adam effectively joined the family firm, helping his mother to run the business. Something of an artist himself, albeit in a very different style from his father, he taught himself to draw the characters, even creating some new ones, such as Mr. Rude, Mr. Cool and Little Miss Scary. Mr. Men and Little Miss are now firmly established among the classics of their genre, with a timeless quality that promises to keep them on bookshelves for many years to come.

References :

Date of issue : 15th May 2008

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Back ache

OUCHY!!!! right now, i cant sit slouching because i had a back ache because I was being too ambitious of becoming like Nicole and the rest lol ...though the idea of imitating the way she danced really made me feel a sense of achievement...haha but the reward i get now, for being too forcible, is A BACK ACHE!!!!! pain!!!!!

Luckily there's no school tomorrow. LOL
Thus, time to sleep. Hehehe...
but anyway, time to get some serious time too....
Just now i went to the library, and managed to find some good books for my PP resources
which aiyo.....not easy to find though..and not easy to read such a big and heavy and thick and full of information books....hiks...my poor eyes...time to strain it again baby...
but anyway, able to find some nice book...i'm happy too...
so, time to work hard...hehe

gotta wake up somewhat early tomorrow, to read, and in case the book sucks or something, hahaha maybe need to go to school to exchange lol lol but ok...i tink i know the resource, but i dont know how to link it for my report...shit....

well, anyway, never mind...'we are ordinary people' as John Legend said it 'maybe we should take it slow' haha and yeah baby, take it slow, Yuliana...take it slow...slow slow...
but just not too slow that it's nearing dateline and I'm reallty in a dead-line. haha anyway,
gotta go...hehe

Take care now, bye bye then...

Peace people!!!

Love always,
Yuliana.K

These days been great...well, not exactly these days, in fact just 2 days ago...haha
guess, shouldnt be writting about this post because not many things really happening.
and I'm so sad that i didnt manage to post up all the interesting post that happened during my 2 weeks break. Even though there's so much fun to write about...

Well, anyway, this morning, when i was on my way to school, i felt a twitch on the corner of my right eye, and thought that it's going to be something good about my UT result, which eventually is not...and in fact dont really give a damn now, because i managed to see something far more wonderful than that damn result. haha
and yeah baby, i saw Brandon on TV!!!!!!! so happy!!! didnt expect to see him on TV this morning...been sometime, i didnt see Brandon Boyd, and just today, and just as i was not really in the mood to pay attention to the news in th morning, (like i ever did haha) suddenly, the presenter announced something about a rock band which made my ears pricked up in alertness, like a guard dog ya know...haha

I was expecting to see some emo band or or i dont know what, when the sound of 'Black Heart Inertia' was played and my boyfriend's face popped up on TV, with his always so soothing and wonderful voice. =) =) =) Man...my jaw dropped immediately, in both excitement and hilarious.... damn, if it was not in the bus, i will definitely be jumping off in front of the screen adn give him a bigggggggggggggggggggggg hug!!!!! for making a GREATTTTTTTTTTTT DAY!!! woooh...and indeed, it was good...now i cant stop smiling..hehe lol and for a moment i miss that guy...and seeing the damn result a few minutes ago, does not really affect my mood though, because the black heart inertia, rhytmn is with me now...haha happy, okay, i know, its a 'black heart inertia' not something to be happy about, but well, it's brandon..haha so it' good.

Moreover, yesterday, was tiring, but it's fun, because i managed to learn some sexy dance steps...haha and saw all my divas (Beyonce, Pussycat Dolls) dancing, it made me happy =) and it motivates me to dance and practiced more...to become just like them...haha

Long road though....
Anyway, gotta go, class started...

take care, God bless...

Love and Peace
Me =)

ps. love you Brandon =)

Shopping Spree!!!!

Shopping! yeah baby, i shop today...with the money i managed to withdraw after much consideration, and shop till i almost drop...haha i guess i deserve it yowl! after all the crazy craze of school and tests... and stresses...I better pamper myself with all the good things in the world. And one of it is Shopping!!! haha So today, i managed to grabbed off 2 books from the shelves at Sunny Bookshop and glad that i managed to get Neil Gaiman's book, 'The Graveyard book'...haha and actually 'M for Magic' was also there, with the difference of 1.50 dollars, but too bad the book condition is not as good, thus, i have to leave it there....hehe and got Harper Lee's 'To Kill A Mocking Bird' instead...been in the mood to read Classic.

Gotta finish 'Toby Tyler or Ten Weeks in a Circus' by James Otis. a cute yet pitiful and yet wonderful read of a run away boy to join the circus, which he loved, but to only realised later that Circus, was not as beautiful and colourful as he had imagined it to be. In fact, it was full of sufferings and brutality. Especially when one is being a stall vendor under the care of Mr. Job Lord.
Anyway, a revival of spirit after all the emotic motion.

And one way is through prayer. Indeed i feel that what a fool have I been to not to pray properly and feverishly, thus i guess that's what i get when i live my life out of His way.

Anyway, next, I went to MANGO. My favourite store.

And managed to see so many wonderful dresses and shorts, and jeans...HAPPY!!!!!

Too bad some of those 'dancer' tee shirts that i love, was not as good, as in the print of the shirt.

But never mind, i still managed to grab one razor back though..been a while since the last time i wore sleeveless every since i gained some fats on the arms hahahaha (shy shy) and the feeling of it, just so so soooooo good!!!!

Then, with all the Sales going on, hehe i managed to buy 2 pairs of jeans. Slim fit and a High Waist . SEXY!

Happy with my buys at Mango, i went to Forever 21, and managed to grab a nice bangles haha for just 5 bucks...and it looks nice...lol just like Nicole Scherzinger. I love her. Been looking at her at Youtube and trying to dance like her, which is tiring, and not easy. My back is soaring...but it's worth a try. hehe Before i go to ISETAN and bought 2 nice nail polish, a limited edition from 'Ettusais' which their new product, i suppose, of Ice Cream...kyaaaa!!! and so the colours looks so creamy, yummy and delicious looking just like ice-cream. hehe and with just 4 dollars...hehe

Love it baby!

This is the first time i grab so many goods in one day...hehe time to get pretty.

Too bad i didnt managed to get a pair of shoe.

and talking about shoe, i really got to get one pair or maybe 2 hehe so that i dont need to transfer any shoes to and fro when i go back to Indo.

and yeah, my sis bought a nice pair of high heels a damn high one...and it motivates me to buy one haha to feel pretty at times...haha and to see the world in a more taller view. lol lol being a short person is not easy haha. and this made me want to go back to Guess. but damn, guess shoes are too high that i'm afraid, i'm gonna break my nose if i fall. But i really LOVE to try though, hehe make myself look a lot taller...haha and ohh ohh, at Guess there are some nice bags too, damn time to find myself some jobs or save some money, in order to buy one bag...hehe yeah i also need to buy one sweet bag. action action ah...haha

Moreover, just now i went to bebe and i saw a very cool jacket and it's exactly like Nicole...man, i adore her really. and man...i so want to buy it...and if i wear that, and wear the 5-7 inches of black leathered, dancing shoe, and put on make up like gold eye shadow esp, or smockey eyes, and dance, woohooo!!!! sexy lady!!!!! hahahaha but before that have to save a lot lot of money first...and slim down even more haha if not short and chubby, what kind of pussycat doll is that hahaha....anyway, DIVA IS THE BEST! haha and yeah the jacket is a hell...haha its so expensive...and i dont know if it's after discount, anyway, never mind...next time...haha anyway, got to go...lol lol time to pray more, and get ready for school.

Haiz...school...i'm so not into it...why is weekends always feel so fast...and yet school time seems so slow....unfair...lol lol maybe should go Romania, where they offer lots of holidays...hehe NICE!

Anyway, gotta go...and sorry for the emotic posts that is not so nice a read...life's up and down anyway... hehe and thank you for all of u people who always appear in my mind. ur smile especially, and in times i think of such thoughts again, whack me okay. I know one person will definitely do that. =s

Anyway, thank's to God for giving me back my mood, sorry Dad, for not praying feverishly and for being so damn stupid for leaving your way. Anyway, thank You once again. I love You.

Take Care and God Bless...

Peace and Love,

Yuliana Kasman

Prayer for a Change

Defeat me Lord, my weaknesses
so that i might see that without Your hand, i am nothing but a dust on the surface...
Without You, walking beside me, my life is nothing but a frail.
Defeat me Lord, my shameless pride
that i might see, that i was nothing but a human
a sick sad little human
whom without You, and the touch of your hand
I'm just nothing...
Simply nothing.

Guess, not so fast as long as u are around isn't it?

Dead.
No, i am tired.
i am tired of all the commotion that takes place around me.
fear me not, for i won't hurt myself just because of things like this.
i just got to get through some shity moment of myself.
Recollecting myself, before i get back to me again.
Or so i suppose.
So dont worry.
I'll be alright.
I know you know i'll be alright.
so give me a smile, and i will be alright.
Even now, as i remember you smile, it makes me smile.
and i feel better...
tanks again...all of you...
for being a great happiness.

I love you!!!!

peace

Fly away from here...(the ugly side of me)

Why do this tears fall?
Why does this heart of mine cry?
Is it because I hurt you?
Could it be…I was being told to feel the feeling that you felt
Because of what I did for you?

Am I really strong when I say in every prayers that I can do it
Do I really mean what I said when I said I want to try?
Am I really able to live without you?
Why do I have to live in a place where, I cant even really get along with the world
Why do I have to speak when I got no one in particular to hear?
And why then, am I speaking things I didn’t mean to say?
And hearing not things I am suppose to hear? Or hearing things that I don’t know if I could do…

Why do I have to feel this way?
Sometimes, I wonder, am I right to say that maybe I am just not destined to be here?
Sometimes I wonder, am I right to say that I am tired of living?
I don’t know what I am tired of, but I just don’t feel like living…
I know I promised not to say this again, but I guess, at times it just grab hold of my head and I’m sorry but to break the promise…

I wonder who am I. Why am I created this way and why the hell didn’t I know myself?
Am I really living in a place people exist? Or am I just hallucinating?
Those voices I heard, are they real?
Sometimes I wish I could forget everything and be a new human being…
But the thought of you…each of you that made me smile…
You know who you are…thank you
It made me to give up my thoughts.

‘God help me’ no…I can’t say those words, knowing that I have not been doing the things I’ve promised to do. Maybe this is what it means by expectation.
Then maybe, I should lower down my expectation if I don’t want to suffer.

Sometimes I really wonder, am I really trying when I said I tried…
Have I tried?
Do I even try?
I don’t know

I wonder, do I really love myself as much as I express it?
When I express it?
Or am I just shielding myself from the truth?

Damn. I hate you.
I hate you who make me like this.
I hate you who leave me at times like this.
I hate you who makes me to love you…
If only all of you are not around, it wont be so hard to consider my crazy thoughts.
If not for You, and the promise and the mission I’ve said, maybe I wont even give a damn about all this.
I hate me who think like this.
Because this is just going to make some people upset…and you especially.
Well I guess, I have to thank you.
If not for you, I would have been in hell
But I guess because of you all...at least I still have a chance to go to heaven.
And I guess, it’s time for me to do my part in saving you too.
I won’t want to see you people in hell, when you have been such a great happiness to me.

I’m so sorry…
I’m so sorry I didn’t manage to grab hold of myself yet again.
Guess this is what happen when you are not too smart…
Or too naughty…
Or maybe this is what I get for being too smart.
Thinking that I can do it when I don’t.

I don’t know…
I am lost…
I need your help……..Lord
I need your help.
I didn’t know writing your name can be so painful when I have not been a good girl.

Maybe I shouldn’t cry
Maybe I should have think of ways to change.
But I don’t know…
Seems like I tried, but I think its either not enough, or people just don’t see it, or I just don’t do it well enough.

I’m tired.
I really am.
I’m tired to the point, I don’t know who I am.
It’s disturbing
When I don’t even know who I am.

Sometimes I wonder, how am I going to get it out of my head…


Ps. Don’t you worry, when I am happy I really am…
I’m not an emo in disgust, or maybe I do, who contradicts my feelings and my expressions. I act based on what I feel…and that’s why maybe at times, what I feel, may fail me.

I’m sorry…I really don’t wish you…any of you, to see this part of me...

oh happy day

Today is again another happy day

with us laughing and having so much fun as a team...

haha especially when the Faci gave us some materials to work on our hard copy presentation,

and Atiqah happily tear off the pages, to realise later that ohh my gowd, the magazine belonging to the school library...haha it was hilarious

as all of us looked at the library tag, the magazine, the torn pages and went

'WHAT THE...'

before we decided, forget it, dont use any of it...

and thus, the secret be told, to the reason why the lecturer didnt gave us any scissors to work on in the first place...haha

Immediately, we got over the shocked, crumpled the damn pages

after failing to stick it back...

it was impossible too

and drew the intended message out in the mahjong paper provided..

Next shock was the few minutes when Natasha and I realised that we've misinterpret some points in the slide...and it was going to be our presentation soon...

haha it was like so dead...

but as a result, we managed to rock a big time though..hehe

we were about to go home, when the faci asked for the materials to be handed back to her, which we gladly did, when she told us that she dont need the magazines and we can just 'simple throw away, they are old, who needs them right' and we went 'WHAT THE HELL' for the second time...haha if only...haha never mind

and oh, last but not least, as a wrap up, haha, i managed to get my third little miss... hehe and she is the sweet little miss Shy...so happy, now i left with three more to go, but haiz..the attempts may not be exactly three...damn those mysterious colourful ball...

anyway, further details, should be on the section on its own i suppose hee with more description and details..on how i hunted for them. haha

anyway, before i go, haha just another great news, i found MR.Tall book at last...so happy...and as i read about it, it made me laugh haha, especially the last part when Mr. Small has to walk 40 miles and just reach last year...haha tat was amusing a phrase.

okay, the time now is 12:10 a.m.

time to tuck inside my nice cover to get some beauty sleep...

keke.

See you soon readers...

Take care now, bye bye then

Yuliana Kasman, the moondreamer.

Finally

Yeah....at last the damn blog can function again...

hehe been sometime since the last time i messed up with the page here with my crap...

lol bear with me.

I'm high today...

because i just had my beauty sleep

after some nights of suffering...

but again, its not enough...

i dont know why

my eyes are soaring now...

seemingly like soaring.

but anyway...

stop the complain..haha

its a new day.

a lazy hazy day as a matter of factly

because it was a heavy downpour in the morning

thus the sloppy mood

anyway, yesterday was great...

well not great great great...

but not so bad though.

at least for the last part of the day it was not so bad.

because we were able to drive through and overcome the presentation

and had some sleeping time for a while, before we continue for a test...

a =( test

but the best thing is when we were on our way home...

hehe when Kristine was trying to jab in her cashcard inside the stupid ez link machine

when Weiling and I saw the great Bazaar across the station, or rather, nearby it and we both

GET HUNGRY...

VERY HUNGRY IN FACT!

huahaha...

thus, we decided to walk inside the bazaar, or pasar malam and bought some FOOD!

hehe

before we have some fun laughing, eating, a somewhat filthy tapioca cake...

eeeekkkk, because there's some tiny long hair stick on the cake's skin...euyyy

which at first we refused to believe it when Atiqah said 'got hair'

haha but anyway we ate it, and went home gaily.

Sunset

I sat tongue tied and nervous as the airsteward explained the need to be alert in case
'the pilot announce evacuate, evacuate, evacuate' as he explained, my eyes darts from the direction of his hand gestures to the emergency exit door that was placed exactly beside my seat.
As i looked at the exit door, i cursed the staffs at the check in counter for giving me this particulaer seat number 11A and my mom 11B. Though i was glad that i could seat at the window seat. But the idea that is it near the emergency exit, and the idea that an accident does occur and i have to open the door, with me sitting with no doors above the disorienting clouds...oh man...this is more scary than any horror movies.

I imagined my hairs flapping like crazy, people screaming, i closing my eyes holding the door...
Oh baby....
After he left, my mom asked if i wanted to change seat with her. But i said 'it's okay'
and stared at the instruction placed on the seat in front of me. And i made an invisible notes in my mind.
1. pull the handle off the place
2. put it inside the seat pocket in front of you
3. pull the next handle that was placed inside of it
4. Put it in front of you
5. Hold the door in front of you

Something like that.
and i remember sitting, feelling numb for a few seconds, before i decided to bring my fears to prayer.
Just yesterday i prayed and told God that if i have to die, before that i wanted to see a list of people and even if i cant see them, i wish they could at least attend my funeral...bla bla bla...and how will i know that He will grand my wish so soon...

'Do i really have to open this door God?' i asked in between prayer and i think i heard Him say the word 'No'

Worst, my mom told me that she have not turned off her mobile phone when the plane was preparing to take off, and the announcement for all electronic devices are to remain switch off at all time, and her bag or rather our bags are being placed on the deck above our head, for emergency purpose. Damn, i was more than frightened and immediately called for the airsteward who happened to be around, the same guy who explained about the evacuation thing, and asked his help for the bag to be placed down and immediately swith off the phone.

As i sat back again, i was stunned for the second time, and began to pray again...
and i told God how scared i was...

Then immediately, a few minutes before the plane took off, i saw a great sunset view.
It was the best i have ever seen.
The sun, was in a perfect round shape, like a beautiful orange ball and it remain there
making me awed and speechless that for a moment it made me forgot about the fear that i was feeling previously.

And it stayed there, revealing more beauty as it slowly move down among the clouds, getting more orange, almost like the colour of the burning flame, of orange and red.
Throughout the time, my eyes were fixed on it, as it slowly made me feel calm with no worries.

Soon, it was time for the airplane to take off...
as it made a turn, making the sun to be at the back of the plane, and began to take off, i decided to jerk forward to take a last glance of the beautiful sunset, which i believe was God's gift for me, or in other words, His way of comforting me off my fear, knowing that i love the view of sunset, and knowing that the day before, i missed the chance of snapping it down, gee...thus, i guess in my weaknesses, He decided to show His power to let me know that just like the sun, He is everywhere. and today, i began to comprehend the meaning of it.

I turned and i saw from the distance the last strip of the orange view as the sun hid itself behind the pale fluffy clouds, as if bidding me goodbye or have a save flight, before it completely emerged behind the clouds and turned the evening light into night.

p.s. honestly speaking, the view that i saw today was the most wonderful view in my life, unfortunately, i didnt have the chance to snap it down... but again, the moment was brilliant...
and how i wish to see it again...

p.s.s. and if not for the flu that blocked my ear it will be a wonderful flight... =)