A wonderful, magnificent piece of lyrics.
I heard this song when I was about 13.
At that time my English was still a hell. Thus, I dont really understand the meaning of the chorus, even though I know that it is a sweet piece of words extracted from the writer's grandma's letter.
Today, as the song came to replay in my head once again, I found myself mouthing the lyrics without difficulties. Suddenly when it comes to the chorus, I realised, now with my English improvinging more than ever, it is beyond just sweet!
Moreover, with the dead of loved ones come and go for the past few years; and though it is really hard to understand sometimes why some people have to leave to soon before I do, I'm able to fully understand the whole meaning of the song.
It even brought tears to my eyes.
This is the first time I read and mouth myself to a lyrics and I cried.
Literally teared on the spot.
Guess from now on that song is gonna meant a lot to me =)
Anyway, it was really a beautiful lyrics.
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Pembantu (Helper)
Menurut gua, kata kata di atas, pembantu sangatlah unik.
Hehe dulu waktu kecil, no offence, waktu denger pembantu, yg kepikirannya mba.
atau dengan kata lain, pembantu rumah tangga
Tapi waktu udah gedean, dan gua sendiri udah jadi pem-bantu/pembantu orang2 akhirnya gua baru nyadar, haha sebenernya kata itu nga jelek jelek banget...dia unik dan bahkan bisa ada double meaning. pembantu = pekerja rumah tangga yg memang lah menbantu, atau pembantu as in org yg menbantu org lain...
And if I was to translate it to English, maybe the word will be something like, helper/ the helper/ a helper. Or perhaps more higher in the rank, "my assistant" ciehhh (because we hardly said "my helper" right?) haha
So in the end, sebenrnya kata pembantu itu lumayan juga hahaha
positive donk positive!!! hehehe
Okay, deh kalo gitu
gtg
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Hehe dulu waktu kecil, no offence, waktu denger pembantu, yg kepikirannya mba.
atau dengan kata lain, pembantu rumah tangga
Tapi waktu udah gedean, dan gua sendiri udah jadi pem-bantu/pembantu orang2 akhirnya gua baru nyadar, haha sebenernya kata itu nga jelek jelek banget...dia unik dan bahkan bisa ada double meaning. pembantu = pekerja rumah tangga yg memang lah menbantu, atau pembantu as in org yg menbantu org lain...
And if I was to translate it to English, maybe the word will be something like, helper/ the helper/ a helper. Or perhaps more higher in the rank, "my assistant" ciehhh (because we hardly said "my helper" right?) haha
So in the end, sebenrnya kata pembantu itu lumayan juga hahaha
positive donk positive!!! hehehe
Okay, deh kalo gitu
gtg
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Thursday, March 18, 2010
I should never never walk into a bookstore!
LOL
Really I have to make sure that I stop myself, stop my feet,
ban myself, even banish myself from entering a bookstore
huahaha
Not before I finish all those beautiful books of mine...
Which had been left in the shelves untouch. =p
Frankly speaking, I have been a little upset here.
First, because I could not find J.R.R Tolkien's "The Hobbit, there and back again" despite of the fact that i had been searching for it high and low...
rummaging myself into every boostores the malls/ shopping centres has to offer.
I even tried my luck to search for it in the library, only to be told that it was "ON LOAN"
sigh....
Apart from that, after walking in, around and out of the bookstores, I realised that not only am I just wasting my time, LOL, it just made me tempted to buy and waste money... lol
I have been buying so many magazines, because of Jared, which I had not continued reading (oppsieeeesss) and many books, because of the promotions of sales and membership discounts.. lol until I dont even know what else is there for me to buy or to look out for. =p
Therefore, I should really really banish myself from the bookstore...and finish reading those at home, before it turned mouldy and resulted me to get tuberculosis the next time I opened it hahaha
Or worst...
what if...IF...IF...IF...IFFFFF....my books turned out to be a white elephant!!!! LOL (which they already had now...except that it is still a young elephant) =p That would be horrible horrible!!!!
Once they walked out of the shelves and said "why arent you reading us, Yuliana?" stomp stomp stomp...
I'm gonna be dead...=p
Anyway, gtg...
LOL
Really I have to make sure that I stop myself, stop my feet,
ban myself, even banish myself from entering a bookstore
huahaha
Not before I finish all those beautiful books of mine...
Which had been left in the shelves untouch. =p
Frankly speaking, I have been a little upset here.
First, because I could not find J.R.R Tolkien's "The Hobbit, there and back again" despite of the fact that i had been searching for it high and low...
rummaging myself into every boostores the malls/ shopping centres has to offer.
I even tried my luck to search for it in the library, only to be told that it was "ON LOAN"
sigh....
Apart from that, after walking in, around and out of the bookstores, I realised that not only am I just wasting my time, LOL, it just made me tempted to buy and waste money... lol
I have been buying so many magazines, because of Jared, which I had not continued reading (oppsieeeesss) and many books, because of the promotions of sales and membership discounts.. lol until I dont even know what else is there for me to buy or to look out for. =p
Therefore, I should really really banish myself from the bookstore...and finish reading those at home, before it turned mouldy and resulted me to get tuberculosis the next time I opened it hahaha
Or worst...
what if...IF...IF...IF...IFFFFF....my books turned out to be a white elephant!!!! LOL (which they already had now...except that it is still a young elephant) =p That would be horrible horrible!!!!
Once they walked out of the shelves and said "why arent you reading us, Yuliana?" stomp stomp stomp...
I'm gonna be dead...=p
Anyway, gtg...
Thursday, March 11, 2010
In my Pocket
Lies my access card.
Ez-link card.
Tissue.
Handphone.
Sweets sometimes.
AND
Rubbish!!!!!
hahaahahaha
Ez-link card.
Tissue.
Handphone.
Sweets sometimes.
AND
Rubbish!!!!!
hahaahahaha
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
The Beauty of Writing
After writing manually for the past 3 days, I'm beginning to comprehend what Orlando means when he said "what happen to writing?" when being asked did he do a lot of googling at home, after being considered as the most googled men on earth...(Woohooo) which he replied by saying "I dont really know much about googling actually" and the reason is because he loves writing!!! (yeah!)
Well, being placed in a cyborg generation world, I found myself typing more than I write, ever since I stepped myself into college. (Especially when my college is all about technology, and paperless environment) Thus, after sometime, I realised that I could not really write for long...because well, being a dramatic writer huahaha, I love to write long sentences; and thus, after sometime of not writing, I felt tired so easily whenever I need to write a long thing. Like say, a letter, or points to be taken for an article or even information needed from the museums or something like that....okay.
But today....
After writing about 3-4 pages long of awknowledgement by hand, manually, physically, I realised that hey!!!! writing is not that bad after all. hahaha (I mean it is not bad...I have never think it's bad, except when you made a lot of mistakes and you have to keep erasing it, then it becomes messy, haha) And in fact, I found myself addicted to writing now...
Everyday in the office, even though I was given a cute computer and a huge priter (beside me) on my table, I found myself writing about the things I know, I dont know and I need to find out (PDTs..famous is RP and among RP-ians haha) even though I can just simply type it down on microsoft word.
Why?
I also dont know...
Maybe is because, it has been part of me.
Or maybe is because, I want to fill up the empty pages on my note book haha (not wanting to waste the resources okay...earth is dying!!) lol lol
Whatever is the reason, I realised as I was exposed with writing manually again, that ...
actually...
MY HAND WRITING IS NOT THAT BAD AFTER ALL!!!!
huahahaha ...
A lil narcist here, but really, my hand writing had not changed the slightest bit from the time I stopped writing and turned myself to computer emo.
Plus, it is not as tiring if you enjoy it...
hahahaha
In fact, you can feel more attachment to your work if compared to the things being printed out. Because, every stretch, every curved, every bend and every hand movement belongs to you. And so, it is more personal, though I may not say that when your files crashed and gone from the screen it will not going to make you curse, haha but the feeling of that personal touch is not as acute when being done in the computer, if compared to writing.
In fact, I felt that, the time when I really felt so much attached to my work, that was done from the computer, was the time I printed out them out. When I see those papers, slowly being exerted out of the thin slid hidden underneath or above the machine, you know, the lil gap there, for the paper to come out. (yeah baby!)
Again, maybe is the almost same reason.
Because, eventually, the work is seemingly more physical.
Therefore, it seems closer and nearer to our senses and that's the reason why, it makes you feel so much victorious for achieving/ finishing it.
Well, anyway, as a passionate writer (ouhhh hahaha)
I really encouraged everyone to write!
computer or manual, just write.
It is really interesting. (Especially if you are just as narcist as me, you know, and you adore your hand writing LOL.)
Anyway, got to go...
The time now is 10:59 a.m.
yes, it is still very very early in the morning...
see you soon!!!!
Love and Peace
Me =)
Well, being placed in a cyborg generation world, I found myself typing more than I write, ever since I stepped myself into college. (Especially when my college is all about technology, and paperless environment) Thus, after sometime, I realised that I could not really write for long...because well, being a dramatic writer huahaha, I love to write long sentences; and thus, after sometime of not writing, I felt tired so easily whenever I need to write a long thing. Like say, a letter, or points to be taken for an article or even information needed from the museums or something like that....okay.
But today....
After writing about 3-4 pages long of awknowledgement by hand, manually, physically, I realised that hey!!!! writing is not that bad after all. hahaha (I mean it is not bad...I have never think it's bad, except when you made a lot of mistakes and you have to keep erasing it, then it becomes messy, haha) And in fact, I found myself addicted to writing now...
Everyday in the office, even though I was given a cute computer and a huge priter (beside me) on my table, I found myself writing about the things I know, I dont know and I need to find out (PDTs..famous is RP and among RP-ians haha) even though I can just simply type it down on microsoft word.
Why?
I also dont know...
Maybe is because, it has been part of me.
Or maybe is because, I want to fill up the empty pages on my note book haha (not wanting to waste the resources okay...earth is dying!!) lol lol
Whatever is the reason, I realised as I was exposed with writing manually again, that ...
actually...
MY HAND WRITING IS NOT THAT BAD AFTER ALL!!!!
huahahaha ...
A lil narcist here, but really, my hand writing had not changed the slightest bit from the time I stopped writing and turned myself to computer emo.
Plus, it is not as tiring if you enjoy it...
hahahaha
In fact, you can feel more attachment to your work if compared to the things being printed out. Because, every stretch, every curved, every bend and every hand movement belongs to you. And so, it is more personal, though I may not say that when your files crashed and gone from the screen it will not going to make you curse, haha but the feeling of that personal touch is not as acute when being done in the computer, if compared to writing.
In fact, I felt that, the time when I really felt so much attached to my work, that was done from the computer, was the time I printed out them out. When I see those papers, slowly being exerted out of the thin slid hidden underneath or above the machine, you know, the lil gap there, for the paper to come out. (yeah baby!)
Again, maybe is the almost same reason.
Because, eventually, the work is seemingly more physical.
Therefore, it seems closer and nearer to our senses and that's the reason why, it makes you feel so much victorious for achieving/ finishing it.
Well, anyway, as a passionate writer (ouhhh hahaha)
I really encouraged everyone to write!
computer or manual, just write.
It is really interesting. (Especially if you are just as narcist as me, you know, and you adore your hand writing LOL.)
Anyway, got to go...
The time now is 10:59 a.m.
yes, it is still very very early in the morning...
see you soon!!!!
Love and Peace
Me =)
Monday, March 8, 2010
Depp addiction
If this is a dream, dont that mean I'm not real when you open your eyes?
KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO CUTE JOHNNY!!!!
What a sweet sweet hatter!!!
with orange head and tremedously pink cheek bones.
He still looks so amazing!!!!
And most importantly, I am able to feel the character...
That's what I love about Johnny Depp!!!!
When he was Edward Scissors hand, I felt his pain when he was being shunned by the people in the neighbouring areas, when he was oppss...what that name there, his character in sleepy hollow, I sensed his fear when encountering the headless rider, when he was Willy Wonka, wohoo!!!!
I love his sarcasm and his white spectacle so much that I bought one (LOL) to look like Wonka...hehe and he made the whole chocolate seemed so good to eat.
When he was Jack Sparrow...(yeah man!) It was so cheeky and cunning and crazy that I found myself glued to the screen to see more of Captain Jack Sparrow's actions...Moreover, when he was John Dillinger in Public Enemy!!! my Gowd!!!! that character was so charismatic!!! I know he is the bad guy, but he is cool!!! a cool bad guy... not just because of the Johnny, but the character alone is so impactful! (of course the whole setting was impactful too) that I, as the viewer can really feel myself in that era!!! SWEET!
Yeahh man...listing all the movies, now then I realised, I have been growing up watching Depp...hehe not bad not bad!!! =))) of course not forgetting From Hell, Corpse Bridge as well as "Sweeney Todd Demon Barber of Fleet Street" !!! wohooo the killing is madness!!! HAHA time to read the biography about Depp. (got it last year and it had been stuck on my shelves opppsss...)
Anyway, with Alice in Wonderland in theatres, I went to watch the show, for the sake of, well, apart from Depp, the techniques that was put into it by Tim Burton.
Overall, honestly speaking, haa I dont really understand the story, but I like the colourful theme of the underworld. As well as the snow queen, and the heart queen with the big bald head...so cute!!! very fantasy I LIKE!
It makes me to forget about the realistic world for a while. Which is good. haha
though in fantasy, cruelties do exist, but well, just like reality, it can always be prevented.
Except that unlike fantasies, in realistic world, animals can't talk... =( What a pity!
Except that they can be friends woth humans too. =)
Anyway, I greatly recommend it to anyone who is in love with Tim Burton or fantasy/ fairy-tale like kind of story! You will be enchanted by the colours, and the settings, and the whole presentation in the movie!
Hope that I can get someone who wants to watch 3D with me soon... =p but wait ,before that, maybe I better read up about it first LOL LOL LOL
Moving back to Johnny Depp, ya!!!
oh man...he is so cute...I like the way he go crazy and giggle giggle giggle when placing the hats on the red queen.
But the best emotion of all was the time when he asked Alice, is she still thought that all these were a dream, and she said yes, and he felt so sad...because it means he will vanish when she woke up, which the Alice sadly replied, "I'm afraid so"
;( sad sad luhh
I really liked that scene a lot because it really shows the emotional moment of say, a friend, a lover, or anything else, when you have to unfortunately get separated away and the emotions showed by the 2 protagonists were so real that even when they just looked at each other in the eyes, or sigh out an exasperatted sigh without uttering a word, you know, body language, it can already showed the whole tension and emotions.
And despite of the fact that hatter was full of thick make up, the solemn looked in the eyes depict the whole thing, and that's the cool thing that I like about Johnny. Though his character is a goofy one, but when it comes to sad mood, he can really reveal it perfectly.
GOOD JOB!!!
Besides that scene, I love the morning execution scene as well.
In which it flew up into the sky, shocking everyone...that's so magical!!!
and it can only occur in fairy tales...unless someone else is like David Copperfield.
Anyway, gtg
See ya
KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO CUTE JOHNNY!!!!
What a sweet sweet hatter!!!
with orange head and tremedously pink cheek bones.
He still looks so amazing!!!!
And most importantly, I am able to feel the character...
That's what I love about Johnny Depp!!!!
When he was Edward Scissors hand, I felt his pain when he was being shunned by the people in the neighbouring areas, when he was oppss...what that name there, his character in sleepy hollow, I sensed his fear when encountering the headless rider, when he was Willy Wonka, wohoo!!!!
I love his sarcasm and his white spectacle so much that I bought one (LOL) to look like Wonka...hehe and he made the whole chocolate seemed so good to eat.
When he was Jack Sparrow...(yeah man!) It was so cheeky and cunning and crazy that I found myself glued to the screen to see more of Captain Jack Sparrow's actions...Moreover, when he was John Dillinger in Public Enemy!!! my Gowd!!!! that character was so charismatic!!! I know he is the bad guy, but he is cool!!! a cool bad guy... not just because of the Johnny, but the character alone is so impactful! (of course the whole setting was impactful too) that I, as the viewer can really feel myself in that era!!! SWEET!
Yeahh man...listing all the movies, now then I realised, I have been growing up watching Depp...hehe not bad not bad!!! =))) of course not forgetting From Hell, Corpse Bridge as well as "Sweeney Todd Demon Barber of Fleet Street" !!! wohooo the killing is madness!!! HAHA time to read the biography about Depp. (got it last year and it had been stuck on my shelves opppsss...)
Anyway, with Alice in Wonderland in theatres, I went to watch the show, for the sake of, well, apart from Depp, the techniques that was put into it by Tim Burton.
Overall, honestly speaking, haa I dont really understand the story, but I like the colourful theme of the underworld. As well as the snow queen, and the heart queen with the big bald head...so cute!!! very fantasy I LIKE!
It makes me to forget about the realistic world for a while. Which is good. haha
though in fantasy, cruelties do exist, but well, just like reality, it can always be prevented.
Except that unlike fantasies, in realistic world, animals can't talk... =( What a pity!
Except that they can be friends woth humans too. =)
Anyway, I greatly recommend it to anyone who is in love with Tim Burton or fantasy/ fairy-tale like kind of story! You will be enchanted by the colours, and the settings, and the whole presentation in the movie!
Hope that I can get someone who wants to watch 3D with me soon... =p but wait ,before that, maybe I better read up about it first LOL LOL LOL
Moving back to Johnny Depp, ya!!!
oh man...he is so cute...I like the way he go crazy and giggle giggle giggle when placing the hats on the red queen.
But the best emotion of all was the time when he asked Alice, is she still thought that all these were a dream, and she said yes, and he felt so sad...because it means he will vanish when she woke up, which the Alice sadly replied, "I'm afraid so"
;( sad sad luhh
I really liked that scene a lot because it really shows the emotional moment of say, a friend, a lover, or anything else, when you have to unfortunately get separated away and the emotions showed by the 2 protagonists were so real that even when they just looked at each other in the eyes, or sigh out an exasperatted sigh without uttering a word, you know, body language, it can already showed the whole tension and emotions.
And despite of the fact that hatter was full of thick make up, the solemn looked in the eyes depict the whole thing, and that's the cool thing that I like about Johnny. Though his character is a goofy one, but when it comes to sad mood, he can really reveal it perfectly.
GOOD JOB!!!
Besides that scene, I love the morning execution scene as well.
In which it flew up into the sky, shocking everyone...that's so magical!!!
and it can only occur in fairy tales...unless someone else is like David Copperfield.
Anyway, gtg
See ya
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Smell-ing
Different venues have different smelling value.
If you go to Juicy Couture, you went out of the store smelling like Juicy Couture.
If you go to Marks and Spencer, lotion section, you came out smelling like lavender smell/ rosey smell.
However, if you go to the Kopitiam, alamak...
you smell like one too...
Which is HORRIBLE HORRIBLE!!!
The smell that I dont even know how to describe, as there are more than one smell coming from that place. (what a headache) It smells a little like steamboat smoke, but also a little like the dusty air, and wind-sweat smell, to make things worst, because when you are in the coffee shop, basically your whole body is there, so your hair eventually stink too...
and so, despite of the bad adour that is sticking on your clothes and hands and arms already, the HAIR SMELL IS THE WORST!!!!
The smell of hot sun and wind, and natural scalp oil and smoke...
buekkkkk (vomit sound) DISGUSTING!!!!!
And unfortunately, I am smelling like that..
duhhh-uhhh horrible terrible!!!
Because I just came back from after lunch-office-hour and geezz...despite of the fact that the minced meat ban mian is DELICIOUS!!! I smelled terrible!!!
Which is sucks sucks sucks....
Can't wait to go home and bath!!!!
Soak myself with satsuma orange, or silky white goat's milk soap...wouhhhh SEXY!
Time to bath baby time to bath!!!!
Anyway, gtg
talk to you later about the Wonderland I experienced last Friday!!!
ouhh the days seemed fast eh? Its a new week already...
Alright, gtg see ya
If you go to Juicy Couture, you went out of the store smelling like Juicy Couture.
If you go to Marks and Spencer, lotion section, you came out smelling like lavender smell/ rosey smell.
However, if you go to the Kopitiam, alamak...
you smell like one too...
Which is HORRIBLE HORRIBLE!!!
The smell that I dont even know how to describe, as there are more than one smell coming from that place. (what a headache) It smells a little like steamboat smoke, but also a little like the dusty air, and wind-sweat smell, to make things worst, because when you are in the coffee shop, basically your whole body is there, so your hair eventually stink too...
and so, despite of the bad adour that is sticking on your clothes and hands and arms already, the HAIR SMELL IS THE WORST!!!!
The smell of hot sun and wind, and natural scalp oil and smoke...
buekkkkk (vomit sound) DISGUSTING!!!!!
And unfortunately, I am smelling like that..
duhhh-uhhh horrible terrible!!!
Because I just came back from after lunch-office-hour and geezz...despite of the fact that the minced meat ban mian is DELICIOUS!!! I smelled terrible!!!
Which is sucks sucks sucks....
Can't wait to go home and bath!!!!
Soak myself with satsuma orange, or silky white goat's milk soap...wouhhhh SEXY!
Time to bath baby time to bath!!!!
Anyway, gtg
talk to you later about the Wonderland I experienced last Friday!!!
ouhh the days seemed fast eh? Its a new week already...
Alright, gtg see ya
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