It's been a year...
its seems so fast, yet it is only a year.
Ironically, for once it seems like I have almost forgotten about you...
what a shame...
what a shame...
maybe is the fact that there has been so many things that happened in life.
Or maybe the fact that the memories were just so painful that I don't wish to remember it anymore...
But anyway, just a few days ago
I was reminded about you once again.
The image of you
as you strive for your ambitions.
I never really know anything about the planes before
not that it can fly...
and it can explodes...or it contains a black box...
and two days ago, when I looked up on books about aircraft
it was amazing!!!!
I was spellbound to know how cool it was all about.
in fact beyond the level of just cool cool...
As I flipped every pages of the book I was looking through
I could so imagined you sitting among the books reading, writing, studying each and every one of the theories and systems.
It was a pity that we did not have the time to talk about it that much...
and maybe it's too late to regret.
However, I just want to thank God that He gave me the chance once again
to feel the joy of what you liked all these while...
and with that, it reminded me of you.
Anyway...just want to let you know that
your course, your life
they were just as wonderful as you.
love always
me
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Monday, November 23, 2009
I'm tired of the lines
Convictions and your lies.
What right do you have to point at me?
Well, I'm sitting alone thinking about it all over coffee.
And still crowdin' my space are the things you still hold against me.
You cannot save me.
Daughtry, break down
But They Told Me
A Man Should Be Faithful
And Walk When Not Able
And Fight Till The End
But I'm Only Human
Everyone's Taking Control Of Me
Seems That The World's
Got A Role For Me
I'm So Confused
Will You Show To Me
You'll Be There For Me
And Care Enough To Bear Me
Will you be there, Michael Jackson
And my scars remind me,
that the past is real...
I tear my heart open,
just to feel.
scars, papa roach
what would you do when my heart goes numb?
would you be there to warm it down?
would you be my cure when my heart starts to bleed?
would you even care?
silence does not mean ignorance..
and silence does not mean
emotionless
sometimes a silent action does not mean weak
it may seems weak,
I know
but sometimes it is actually an action of giving a chance for one to repent
to reflect
and to make sure you took the chance
and respect that!
Convictions and your lies.
What right do you have to point at me?
Well, I'm sitting alone thinking about it all over coffee.
And still crowdin' my space are the things you still hold against me.
You cannot save me.
Daughtry, break down
But They Told Me
A Man Should Be Faithful
And Walk When Not Able
And Fight Till The End
But I'm Only Human
Everyone's Taking Control Of Me
Seems That The World's
Got A Role For Me
I'm So Confused
Will You Show To Me
You'll Be There For Me
And Care Enough To Bear Me
Will you be there, Michael Jackson
And my scars remind me,
that the past is real...
I tear my heart open,
just to feel.
scars, papa roach
what would you do when my heart goes numb?
would you be there to warm it down?
would you be my cure when my heart starts to bleed?
would you even care?
silence does not mean ignorance..
and silence does not mean
emotionless
sometimes a silent action does not mean weak
it may seems weak,
I know
but sometimes it is actually an action of giving a chance for one to repent
to reflect
and to make sure you took the chance
and respect that!
Sunday, November 22, 2009
With the word "Pass" attached to the page
its enough to make me smile and feel the appetite to my tummy.
That's it.
Time to move on
Time to pray
Time to give thanks
Time to be humble...
and get rid of the burdens of grieve, shame and disappointment.
Time to get rid of the ego that boost up the arrogance
Time to continue the script I have to write...
and to ensure that I give thanks for all that can happen.
its enough to make me smile and feel the appetite to my tummy.
That's it.
Time to move on
Time to pray
Time to give thanks
Time to be humble...
and get rid of the burdens of grieve, shame and disappointment.
Time to get rid of the ego that boost up the arrogance
Time to continue the script I have to write...
and to ensure that I give thanks for all that can happen.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Little Oscar
Little Oscar was outcasts by the other little 'children' in the forest as little Oscar was born with natural spines around his body.
Even though it was not his fault that he was made that way, the other animals in the forest failed to understand this fact and continue to haunt Oscar's mother with complains about how their children were poked by his spines as they played.
They nagged and bragged for Oscar's mother to watch out for him or do something about his spines, which was ridiculous as Oscar was born a hedgehog and there is nothing they could do to clean his spines.
Due to this, the other baby animals like to make fun of him. They began to call him unpleasant nicknames such as “Scary monster” or “thorny baby” every time Oscar was around to join in for any of their games.
Dejected and sad for being shunned by the other animals in the forest, Oscar hid himself behind a thick bush where no one can find him.
Oscar was crying and about to start hibernating, when he heard a terrified scream made by one of the baby animal who refused to play with him.
Curiosity killed the cat; Oscar decided to take a peep of who was making that scream and what caused him to let out such a terrified scream.
To his horror he saw Mr. Snake, the most vicious cobra in the jungle, trying to attack poor toady with its venom as he glides nearer and nearer to him with his fangs ready for a delicious attack.
Instantly, Oscar curled himself into a ball and rolled himself as quickly as possible to rescue toady.
Oscar rolled before toady just before Mr. Snake digged his fangs on his leathery skin used for the toad for better water retention.
Mr. Snake moved back in anger upon sensing his skin brushing against the sharp surface of Oscar's spines. The snake glared ferociously at the sharp ball before withdrawing himself into the jungle to heal his wounded mouth.
The two baby animals were left alone. Toady was very terrified by the fearful encounter and even more frightened when he saw that Oscar was not moving, even though he called him a lot of times.
Toady was about to get help from the other animals when Oscar began to roll back into his original shaped.
It was later that they discovered that hedgehogs a naturally gifted with the ability to immune themselves against snake venom due to the protein erinacin in the animal’s muscular system; and its spines are meant to defend itself against any vicious predator’s attack.
Amazed and embarrassed for their harsh action towards the hedgehogs’ family, the other animals apologised for their ill treatment and start to look at Oscar as a hero for his bravery in risking his life to save toady against Mr. Snake.
Since then, the animals also learned their lesson and try to accept others the way they are as everyone is purposeful the way they are.
Even though it was not his fault that he was made that way, the other animals in the forest failed to understand this fact and continue to haunt Oscar's mother with complains about how their children were poked by his spines as they played.
They nagged and bragged for Oscar's mother to watch out for him or do something about his spines, which was ridiculous as Oscar was born a hedgehog and there is nothing they could do to clean his spines.
Due to this, the other baby animals like to make fun of him. They began to call him unpleasant nicknames such as “Scary monster” or “thorny baby” every time Oscar was around to join in for any of their games.
Dejected and sad for being shunned by the other animals in the forest, Oscar hid himself behind a thick bush where no one can find him.
Oscar was crying and about to start hibernating, when he heard a terrified scream made by one of the baby animal who refused to play with him.
Curiosity killed the cat; Oscar decided to take a peep of who was making that scream and what caused him to let out such a terrified scream.
To his horror he saw Mr. Snake, the most vicious cobra in the jungle, trying to attack poor toady with its venom as he glides nearer and nearer to him with his fangs ready for a delicious attack.
Instantly, Oscar curled himself into a ball and rolled himself as quickly as possible to rescue toady.
Oscar rolled before toady just before Mr. Snake digged his fangs on his leathery skin used for the toad for better water retention.
Mr. Snake moved back in anger upon sensing his skin brushing against the sharp surface of Oscar's spines. The snake glared ferociously at the sharp ball before withdrawing himself into the jungle to heal his wounded mouth.
The two baby animals were left alone. Toady was very terrified by the fearful encounter and even more frightened when he saw that Oscar was not moving, even though he called him a lot of times.
Toady was about to get help from the other animals when Oscar began to roll back into his original shaped.
It was later that they discovered that hedgehogs a naturally gifted with the ability to immune themselves against snake venom due to the protein erinacin in the animal’s muscular system; and its spines are meant to defend itself against any vicious predator’s attack.
Amazed and embarrassed for their harsh action towards the hedgehogs’ family, the other animals apologised for their ill treatment and start to look at Oscar as a hero for his bravery in risking his life to save toady against Mr. Snake.
Since then, the animals also learned their lesson and try to accept others the way they are as everyone is purposeful the way they are.
Sunday, November 15, 2009
One Another
I realized, each time I almost fall down, there will always be someone
who help me up.
I realized that each time I feel like giving up, someone will always be there to live it up.
Be it happy or sad.
There's someone.
There's always someone.
Someone near.
Someone far.
Someone new.
Someone old.
Whatever the consequences, there's someone.
Someone to be there to hear me out.
Someone who will be there to share the hurt and disappointment and pain.
Someone who will be there to bring the joy, and make me smile.
Someone who just knows what to say and how to say that it makes the broken heart healed.
Every time I thought that I was alone, there's always someone.
And that someone no matter who they are, near and far
friends or families, just appear.
Bringing with them a spark of joy, a whisper of comfort, a shout of encouragement, a push of determination, a ray of hope and a warmth of peace.
Every time they appear, they NEVER FAIL TO MAKE MY DAY!
Thank you so much.
for everything, thick and thin.
Everything...and this made me to realize that in life we always have one another, as we depend on each other for joy and comfort.
Suggestions and praise.
We always have one another
and with that presence of one another, it makes the world a beautiful place...
create a cure for the wounded hearts.
Thank you...
for being there...
Love always,
Yuliana.
who help me up.
I realized that each time I feel like giving up, someone will always be there to live it up.
Be it happy or sad.
There's someone.
There's always someone.
Someone near.
Someone far.
Someone new.
Someone old.
Whatever the consequences, there's someone.
Someone to be there to hear me out.
Someone who will be there to share the hurt and disappointment and pain.
Someone who will be there to bring the joy, and make me smile.
Someone who just knows what to say and how to say that it makes the broken heart healed.
Every time I thought that I was alone, there's always someone.
And that someone no matter who they are, near and far
friends or families, just appear.
Bringing with them a spark of joy, a whisper of comfort, a shout of encouragement, a push of determination, a ray of hope and a warmth of peace.
Every time they appear, they NEVER FAIL TO MAKE MY DAY!
Thank you so much.
for everything, thick and thin.
Everything...and this made me to realize that in life we always have one another, as we depend on each other for joy and comfort.
Suggestions and praise.
We always have one another
and with that presence of one another, it makes the world a beautiful place...
create a cure for the wounded hearts.
Thank you...
for being there...
Love always,
Yuliana.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
The Warm Ray
Walking underneath the morning sun
with the sun rays beaming down onto my skin
it just felt so goooooooddddddddd!!!!
It's been sometime since the last time I walked underneath the sun.
pheww....had been walking under the shelter ever since the cloudy clouds covering the sun beam away and wet the earth with rain.
Today, as I walked, I was reminded once again with the beauty of nature...
it was incredible for sure...
Ever since what happened, I have not been spending a little time for myself
just me and the nature...
and yesterday, when I was glancing through my pictures of nature that I took over the years, I realized just how beautiful they are...
and so, when I was able to experience it again today and last night,
hehe...I FEEL SO GOOD!!!!
Anyway, got go go...
gonna write again soon... =)
Take care and God bless...
*sorry due to the new skin face, the links were missing again...(as always)
and also the textbox. so yeah for all of you who has my fb
=p abuse me through there yeah...if u have any judgement against me lol lol
but spare me from a too ghastly comment please... =p
Okay, Take care now, bye bye then...
Love,
me =)
Walking underneath the morning sun
with the sun rays beaming down onto my skin
it just felt so goooooooddddddddd!!!!
It's been sometime since the last time I walked underneath the sun.
pheww....had been walking under the shelter ever since the cloudy clouds covering the sun beam away and wet the earth with rain.
Today, as I walked, I was reminded once again with the beauty of nature...
it was incredible for sure...
Ever since what happened, I have not been spending a little time for myself
just me and the nature...
and yesterday, when I was glancing through my pictures of nature that I took over the years, I realized just how beautiful they are...
and so, when I was able to experience it again today and last night,
hehe...I FEEL SO GOOD!!!!
Anyway, got go go...
gonna write again soon... =)
Take care and God bless...
*sorry due to the new skin face, the links were missing again...(as always)
and also the textbox. so yeah for all of you who has my fb
=p abuse me through there yeah...if u have any judgement against me lol lol
but spare me from a too ghastly comment please... =p
Okay, Take care now, bye bye then...
Love,
me =)
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