pray

i pray and pray and pray and i get better...
i pray and i realise i learn something that i have been misisng in my life...
i realise, all these while, i talk too much...
i talk and talk and grunt...and i wonder...
wat am i talking about all these while actually?
why am i not talking to anyone properly the way i have to be?
man i mean, am i being a faker or am i simply being a gentle quiet soul...
i didnt know...
but the idea that i managed to talk so much yesterday
and even get the chance to learn so many things about the equipments in the hairdressing store...
damn it's so cool....
i mean it...
it damn fucking cool!!!!
man i mean, i never thought that's gonna be so cool...
and i learn a lot of things from Steven when we talked... (tank you so much)
and damn...so long since the last time i had a lame joke with someone else haha
and he laughed about it....
really laugh...and laugh out loud...lol
i didnt know he will laugh judging by his fierce-cold-looking appearance..haha (guess i misjudged him too much....ermmm not good)
and thats nice...really nice...
thanks Steven

and i stressed over something that i dont know if i should or should not be thinking about
but anyway, when i pray
and i brought that damn thing to prayer
i felt better...
and i felt so good
i can smile again...
and i felt so good
i can find myself wanting to sleep now...with no worries...
haha
and pray that everything is gonna be ok tomorrow...
i dont know how am i going to finish that script thingy...which ruin my mood
but i guess, i can do it...
i can do it baby...

in HIM, I CAN DO IT!

with faith always i try again...

love always,
yuliana.