Farewell

Looks like it has been another year since the last time I've written anything about you.
How are you doing up there?
I wonder how long will we have to wait till we are able to meet once again.
I dont know if you are going to recognize me then, but I believe we will definitely know what to do then.
I really want to write a beautiful piece of written works that leave no trace of tears nor sadness anymore whenever I took out the courage to write about you.
I believe this is the time for me to let go of the sadness and the resistance of holding things back...
I guess, its because, the thought of losing you stills haunts us all that we dont even wish to even bring the things up.
However, I guess, its not going to be very healthy for us to keep holding 'begrudges' and remorse after all that had happened; after all it is for the best of everyone that He takes you with Him. Moreover, I believe, a person like you is one that seems pleasing in His eyes and that's the reason why he wanted you to be with him before anyone else's, say like myself.

Through this pain however, I've realised the beauty of being a humble person.
I've realised that although it may not be easy to be everyone's favourite, and at times even have to take up a whole lot of courage to be honest, but at the end of the day, it is the heart and the sincerity that matters.
I've realised that...although it is not easy to adopt characteristics that are totally different from the crowd, at the end of the day, it is about the individuality and the willingness that makes it happen.
I guess I shouldnt say that I regret the fact of your departure anymore...at least after all that had happened in my life, maybe I have a much better strength and confidence to say it that I actually 'thank you' for the lesson you've taught me.

And personally, I felt that I think I have understand what He wants from this experience. I dont want to say for sure, for I dont want to be misunderstood...but I guess, after much interaction with our creator, I think I know what He was doing the day He sent His angels to guide you to his kingdom.

And I think I should really learn to thank Him for the understanding; or rather I was glad that I've did.

Anyway, I just want you to know that...
the day I thanked Him for the clarrification, I actually thanked Him too for giving me the chance to have such a great cousin as yourself to be part of the person I learned to know in my life.

It is indeed such a blessing to have you as part of the family.

Finally, as I've always said, "Forever you are our best and wonderful cousin."

Farewell

Love always,
Me =)