Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence

A very beautiful piece of song by Ryuichi Sakamoto.
I love it!!!!

The soft and gentle tune of the intro made the whole sensation of Christmas comes alive...
It made me think of those flash backs people did during Christmas season, in the morning or in the middle of the night. Be it about a good thing/ simple a reflection of how we have made it through life journey all these while.

As they think, the snow starts falling
blanketing the city...

By the way speaking of life journey, I wonder how long till I have to end it eventually.
I know it seems like a tabboo to say things like this when the new year is about to come and the forgiving season is around the corner. However, it really got me thinking, how fragile one life is...and how fast one month passes after another...
Seeing each and every one of my cousin leaving me behind one after another, I really wonder, how long will I live till I managed to see them again?

Sometimes I wonder, wouldn't it be nice to meet them as soon as possible? At least, it is much better when you have a full complete set of family up there celebrating the Christmas with u, instead of an incomplete batch, that sometimes it got you thinking, missing, the presence of these missing souls, as memories emerged, images of the past revealing itself...it's just...unbearable...

Now I think I know how Ebenezer Scrooge is feeling as he witnessed as his past life that was filled with darkness and miseries...all the images that came opening itself from Christmas past,present and future... (or maybe I don't)

However, I just wish that this season, I will get a better insight about what Christmas really is. To think that I have not been spending some time alone with God...

Anyway, I just wish that it will be a season filled with joy, despite of the fact that we will be missing some people in the house...

I wonder, will I be able to see you again?
Funny how I miss you so much...
You know, just like you people, right now I am having the shit of my life...
and I began to wonder, what would you have done if it was turned around to be you?
And I wonder, dearies, could it be that the pain you were feeling that day as much as the pain I am feeling right now?
Except that you are dealing with natural disasters, while mine is a man-made disasters...
(smile)

Anyway, have yourself a Merry little Christmas up there
with heavenly choirs and feast waiting for you...

Hope we will be able to join you for the great celebration soon...

Merry Christmas

Love Always
Yuliana
11/12/2009

好累好累哦！！！！

今天放学后到图书管跟同学们一起分享我们正在做的报告，有说有笑， 非常热闹。

然而当我要离开学校时， 发现一本， 本来觉的很有趣， 对报告有关的书---谁知道那本书根本都没像我想像的那么的有好处。 心里有点失望。

因为以为它会对报告有些好处便 把它借回家， （从学校辛辛苦苦的 背回家）却发现书根本都没那么的有用。 更何况书很重! 我一只手带电脑， 另一只手带着重重的书真的很皮卷咯。

不知为什是四么这几天每次中觉的很累， 也许是应为有很多东西要处理， 应象了我的睡眠。

（应为父母都不在家，用人又是新来的， 所以 就没办法咯， 连家务， 校务前都要处理咯。。。无话可说。。。）

辛好有戴戴每天在电视据陪我度过晚日。。。哈哈哈哈。

好拉好拉， 时间不早了， 明天还有很多东西要做呢！

走咯！！！！

明天再见！

*刘小卑加油加油加油！！！！！

chinese entry

大家 好！ 今 天 我 就 用 华 文 来 写 博客， 呵呵 像戴 阳 天。
不过呢， 我不能跟你门保正 用华 文写 会 写 多 长 虽 然 这是一 个 经步 华 文好的开始。

说 真的我已 经 很 久没 有读或 写文了。
老实 说有点想念。
可 是我这此用 华 文 写字如果 有什么错 字 的话， 请读者愿亮。
我一定 会把华文 搞好。
读者们也可一帮我改正。 不要太凶！

这几天看了一些第八播到的节目， 从企鹅爸爸到当我们同在一起， 我发现自己的华问有点经步。 这希望自己能付出多时间来讲话语。
呵呵。。。要不然日子 久了华文 就会变成乱七八糟。

被谢老师发现的话就 糟糕咯。。。 被骂！

Anyway, 圣诞节要到了！！！！ 学校假期 也来到拉呵呵呵 好兴奋！
每此想到要回印尼过新年， 与其他的家人一起庆祝， 还有这次生日会在那里做宴会， 感到非常满足。

哎！现在才发觉到用华文写博客真累。
平常用英文写因为已经习惯了， 所以就每感觉这么样。
是啦习惯就好。

好啦， 等一下我再谈

走了
再见！！！！！

A month and 12 days...
I've finally written it all down.
I'm sorry it if was not as good...
In fact, there shouldn't be a reason why it wasn't
and if it does, I better not be sorry...for I have to make a good one out of it.
It should be done almost as good...

I woke up yesterday afternoon in search of you.
I wonder what had gotten into me, for a moment I feel like having you once again.
Maybe it's the dream that reminded me of you.
Maybe is the unfinished story...and it burdened me to think of you...so that it can be finished...

How is it?
What do you think about it?

How are you doing btw?
I really wonder why the hell are we not talking all these while...
how I wish I could have that time with you again...
I really want to talk to you again little brother...
I really do...
I really do...

Till then...
I will miss you...

From the bottom of my heart,
I love you...

always,
Me

A million Little Pieces

By James Frey
is the best best best best dialogue book I ever read in my whole reading life.
Almost half of the first 3 chapters were in dialogues and as someone who had just learned the powerful effect of dialogues on viewers, I am totally amazed by how Frey conveyed his life story using dialogue throughout the whole 3 chapters... SEXY!!!

I really love this book very much...
reading it made me feel a certain shade of empathy and sympathy for the author, as I read forward to seek for the actual desire of the author.

And hemmm....curiosity kills the cat...now I am beginning to get confused of which book to buy for myself this Christmas (ahahaha) now that I have got a glimpse of what happen in 'A million little pieces' and it really GLUED ME TO THE PAGE!!!! and that is cool!!!

Haizz haizz haizzz...why do all the good things come this season...
when...I am planning to tighten my belt, they come...
temptation!!!! kyaaaaaaaa
all the CDs that are in stores now are also so cool!!!
with Archuletta, Williams, Cullum (tho not a big fan), Ronan Keating, and more and more...wahhh freak...

Is this a reward for me? after all the hard work I mean?
huahahahaha
got to save up lots of money every week...to get a copy of Nicholas Spark's 'The Last Song' (damn it! it was no where to be found at Kino yesterday!!! and it only left 3 copies at Toa Payoh, and a few more at Causeway Point Popular bookstore, and it was having a 20% off! NICE!!!) and so I got to hurry and save up my ten bucks so that I can get it before it was gone!!!

and since Kinokuniya is having a 20% off for members (Privilege only!hahahaha) maybe I could get 'a million little pieces' there! the copies are still a lot and I have browse through for the best one! hehehehe

Anyway, enough promotion!
TIME TO SAVE!
TIME TO SHOP!!!!!!!

YAY! CHRISTMAS HERE I COME!!!! =))))))


Happy as a lark
Yuliana

Brief-ing

Yesterday we had a longggggggggggggggggggggg briefing conducted by one of the lecturer...
who adorable as he seems, he is NOT!!!!
he talked so so so so so so so so much!!!!! exceeding the time limit he was suppose to talk =p
The briefing started at 415 then he talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk TALK AND TALK AND TALK AND TALK!!! in the end, it ended at 615...(when it was stated that it will end at 530. Cheat my heart! ohhh never keep in the time limit, YOU ARE IN TROUBLE!)
I have been keep checking on the time because I was afraid that the cake would melt away...
haiz....
why?
why cant u just summarised it dear faci....
no wonder u are drinking so much before the talk right... lol

Okay, before I ended up being punished by God for bitching about someone older than me in general, I better stop it...
Okay man just want to make things clear here, I don't hate anyone...neither do I feel like hating anyone...except that sometimes haha I just like to disturb people a little bit...HATRED IS NOT IN MY NATURE!!! more to playful...=p (and everybody is playful)
but I mean no harm...seriously...
Adrian is nice...though he is talkative haha (talking too much is not enough to make me pissed off with him...its his gift anyway...LOL)

Haiz...anyway, feel so bored now...sitting in the classroom...
waiting for the day to pass...its gonna be over soon...just got to wait a few more minutes....
but I just cant take it anymore...
LOL
I need my sleep!!!

and you know what, yesterday night in fact this morning, around 1a.m when I checked the school website, I saw an email from Adrian and I was like...man...this dude doesn't need a sleep didn't he? why so on? LOL then I began to wonder..but why the hell didn't he has any trace of panda eyes round his eyes? SO GOOD!!! some other people also...why are they so blessed with good skin? huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu feel so sad here... -______________________-

Anyway, got to go...
have to FOCUS!!! FOCUS!!!

*FYP= funny young people.... (hahahahaha)
why do we have to do this to graduate.....
aihhhh tough tough tough....
my hair is thinning...
what if by the moment I graduated I am bald?
How am I going to attract Brandon? LOL or Pharrell? hahahaha
anyway...if this really happen I will definitely get back to RP and find that Mr. On to give me back my intellectual property!!!! RP can claim the poster as theirs, but I still have to claim my hair!

huahahaha got to go..

love, peace and laugh always people,
Yuliana

Funny how even some happy words could sparks the mood a lot better...
Anyway, been searching for presents these days...and to think of it, the older we get, the more difficult we are to determine what sorts of presents we want or wanted to buy for others...
So, the best solution of all will be to provide them with vouchers and some cash in a little cute envelope....or of course if you are rich, a credit card!!! sexy....
Imagine yourself holding on to a golden little card that contain sparkling cash inside for a present!!!
NICE!!!

Dream on anyway...
unless someone out there is nice enough to give me that =p just kidding though...
cheesy yeah man, so sorry....
but i was just thinking wouldn't it be nice? I would love to have it someday...
hehe

But but but....the good thing is, despite of all the useless dreams and the difficulties in searching for the perfect gift for the one who loves me and I love in return this Christmas, at last, FINALLY PEOPLE, I have managed to get the one for you.

Yeah well, only for you. Meaning. one person.
for the time being. or no, maybe 3 but still yet to find how to get it.
But anyway, at least there is some ideas and progress that I can make me to move on =)
and this makes me HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!

yeah baby! the idea of presents just thrills me to the bone.
Especially, when I, myself here, had also managed to find the perfect gifts for myself...a reward after all the hard-de work. But again, still yet to wait for the perfect time.

Got to save up some cash first before I go that extent.

How I wish they were here...
my bestties...but what to do...
they are all so far far far away...
and the time is yet to come...
so just got to be patient.
but in a way it is good too...
lol since we are not meeting any time soon..huahaha there's no need for me to buy anything for them this Christmas...(LOL blame it on the distance people bweeeee!!!!)

Anyway...got to go...
gotta read up some stuff before I go to sleep.
Had been watching Together these days...well..I dont really like the story line...not yet. But I adore the actors and of course Dai Yang Tian in particular...=p and it is because of that reason I watch lol...
but anyway....good job good job...(clap clap clap)

Got to go....
feel so rubbish here for posting something that is not so educated =(

Peace,
Moondreamer